Bai Yun always felt that his perception was like crumpled paper. Fragments of the past would overlap in front of his eyes, and worries about the future would condense into blurry spots. He could only not hold the warmth of Lu Yu's palm now.
When they kissed for the first time, he suddenly tasted the taste of rust in his mouth - his fingertips were stained with the smeared ink from last night's diary, mixed with the fear that "good things will be broken", creating this strange taste between his lips and teeth.
"Let's break up." Bai Yun burned all the diaries on the rainy night, "You have always loved only one-half of me."
When Lu Yu pried open his drawer full of medicine bottles, he was shocked to find that the same line of words was written in blood on the back of those love letters:
"Save me, every day you hate me."
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