Bai Yun always feels as if his perceptions are crumpled paper. Fragments of the past overlap before his eyes, and worries about the future condense into blurry spots of light. The only thing he can't hold on to is the warmth of Lu Yu's palm in the present.
The first time they kissed, he suddenly tasted rust in his mouth. Ink from the diary that had bled through the night before stained his fingertips, mixing with his fear that "beautiful things always break" until the strange taste formed between their lips.
"Let's break up." On a rainy night, Bai Yun burned all his diaries. "You've only ever loved half of me."
Only when Lu Yu pried open the drawer where he kept his medicine bottles did he realize that the backs of those love letters all bore the same line, written in blood:
"Save me, on every day you hate me."
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