
Disabled Bamboo Horse: a Humble Puppy Begging for Love from the Eldest Lady
残疾竹马:卑微小狗求大小姐怜爱
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The novel is very good. The only thing I am not satisfied with is that there is a huge difference between the male protagonist and the female protagonist. When the male protagonist is down and out, he is lame at most. Then he was ridiculed and felt inferior. The heroine was so miserable that she was reduced to drinking and dancing with others and getting slapped. The strong contrast makes me very uncomfortable. It even makes me complain a little bit about the male protagonist. Why can the female protagonist pick up the male protagonist when he is down and out? Why can't the male protagonist be found five years ago? Of course, I can understand that this is an important plot point in the novel. The heroine is so down and dirty that it causes the hero's heartache. She staged a chase and chase, dragging the heroine down from the altar and lowering her profile so that the hero can be more sympathetic to her. Then the plot can be extended and drawn out again. I still like it when the heroine is a little princess. I have always disliked the heroine falling in love with someone else, because love always makes people feel inferior, cautious, and uncomfortable. I can't bear to see the heroine suffer. Ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
The author has strong writing skills and deserves five stars. The heroine pole dances in nightclubs and bars and is bullied by her big brothers. The heroine looks proud in front of the hero, but grovels in front of her elder brother. She looks a little disgusting. What should I do?
It's very beautiful. People who watch it are looking forward to the misunderstanding between the male and female protagonists later [Blow a kiss] [Blow a kiss] [Blow a kiss] I want to see everything. It's sweet! ! ! The mistreatment of the heroine in the back makes people speechless [awkward laugh] Is it interesting that the heroine has been running away after being separated for so long? [Smile] You don't like this kind of plot, anyway, the audience is not me haha
This book is also very interesting, with a good storyline and good writing. Some time ago, I finished reading the author's book "Zhe Nan". It was so well written that I couldn't read other books. I am obsessed with this book [Adoration][Adoration][Admiration]
This pair of settings is really poignant - one is a disabled, gentle and tolerant bamboo horse, hiding all tenderness in silence; the other is a fierce-looking, angular young lady, using arrogance to disguise vulnerability. Others only thought she was arrogant and arrogant, but they didn't know that all her "fierceness" was an armor protecting him; the world only saw his incompleteness and silence, but they didn't understand the starlight in his eyes that lit up for her alone. There is no bloody sadomasochism, only a long and steady two-way journey: she blocks the rumors for him, and he tolerates all her bad tempers; she is his light in the darkness, and he is the softness under her edge. The so-called perfect match is never a perfect match, but that you understand my weakness and I pity your stubbornness. The gentleness and firmness of the disabled bamboo horse and the duplicity of the fierce young lady make up the most healing and reassuring love - it turns out that the real preference is that I have seen you in all your embarrassment and sharpness, but I still just want to hold your hand.
The humble secret love of a disabled lover is so delicious! The male protagonist is the same as the male protagonist in "It's been a long journey to meet you". He stands unconditionally in front of the female protagonist and protects her affectionately from childhood to adulthood. You won't lose money if you invest in her! When he was young, Zhou Jingchen was "a mutilated reptile in a dark ditch." The lack of his stump made him cowardly and sensitive, and Wenxi was the "blazing sun" that broke into his gray world: she would pull him to practice kissing without any scruples, rub her aunt's blood on his bed, and accidentally expose her pink underwear while dancing... These actions that seemed nonsensical to others were the only kind of intimacy for him. He blushed and his heart skipped a beat because of her freshness, and his love fermented wantonly in the sourness, but he could only hide this love in his heart - he thought he was not worthy of the dazzling her, and even approached her with caution. This secret love is the unique, clumsy and pure tenderness of a young man. Zhou Jingchen's preference is really shocking, just like the male protagonist of "I came to meet you after all the hard work" and it makes my legs weak! Please update the author soon, I want to see him hold Wen Xi tightly by his side as he runs away, and spread the candy! Looking forward to a big update [flying kiss][flying kiss][flying kiss][flying kiss] @
The writing is very good. The heroine lost her father, but the hero healed his leg! At the beginning, the childhood of the male and female protagonist attracted me to watch. The two of them are really warm. The follow-up is very sad, but only the female protagonist is abused. I can understand that the author wants to write about the love of the sea, but the part in the middle where the female protagonist works as an assistant to the male protagonist in the mountainous area is simply a flirtation between the male and female protagonists. I don't see how the female protagonist resists. It's quite frustrating (don't watch if the female protagonist is the one). I still have to be he. I'm not sorry for the life of the heroine's father. I'm also sorry for the hardships that the heroine and her mother have endured. The hero is so happy.
As a bookworm for more than ten years, this is one of the few good books I find on Tomato. Childhood sweethearts, childhood sweethearts' love. The male protagonist has a disability in his left calf (which was cured when he grew up) and needs crutches to walk. The female protagonist is the salvation and light in his life. I saw some comments saying that the heroine is mean and selfish, and I really hope that everyone will not be misled. The heroine is very vivid. When she was a child, she was cute and cute, but tough-headed, kind and warm-hearted. When she grew up, she was stubborn and tenacious. She lived in the mud but did not mess with the dust. She did not be humble. She made money by her own ability and was smart and clever. Even when he was in jail, he continued to shine and help others, which is very charming. I have read all of Persimmon's books. The writing style is quite good and has a strong sense of immersion. "Zhe Nan" and Zai Geng's book with a disabled male protagonist are obviously much better than the first book in terms of plot logic and character portrayal. It has all kinds of tastes, sour, sweet, bitter and spicy, and is well worth reading. It's also worth mentioning that this author is very good at writing about ambiguity and 🥩🥩, which can make people blush and make their hearts skip a beat. Whether it is the domineering male protagonist Xie Yucheng in another book, or the humble and gloomy disabled male protagonist in this book, each has its own characteristics, and the key content is described with great tension. It's really good to read, I've read it three times already, especially in the last chapter, I found out from the little magpie's diary that these two have definitely been in love with each other since they were little.
The overall writing style is okay and the writing is quite interesting. The female protagonist doesn't feel aggrieved, but there are still some things I don't like: ① The plot of the heroine dancing in revealing clothes in a bar is too distressing, and the male protagonist also said unpleasant things that made me angry. ② The male protagonist smokes. ③ For the female protagonist's play, a female secretary who wants to seduce her boss is arranged. Although the length is very short, it is still quite uncomfortable. I can only say that the faults do not hide the good points, so I still gave it five stars. I think it is still considered four stars. I can only say that the female protagonist should be cautious. When I think about it carefully, the first point still makes me angry. To arrange this kind of plot, the female protagonist must suffer for so many years before she is found by the male protagonist. To be honest, is it so difficult to find a living person? Later, when the truth about the female protagonist's heartbeat was revealed, the male protagonist was able to trace it all the way. At that time, I was halfway through the movie and wanted to finish it.
It's very ambiguous and pulling. This is the author's second book. I came here after reading Zhe Nan. The plot is full of ups and downs. The male protagonist is very easy to cry [almost crying]. The female protagonist is a little sun who has warmed the male protagonist since he was a child. The male protagonist has a crush on the female protagonist but has low self-esteem. When I saw them misunderstanding each other, I couldn't hold back my tears. I wanted to explain to them. The author is very good at writing.
To be honest, I haven't seen a book of this type on Tomato for a long time. The author's writing style is also very good and the emotions are particularly delicate. The characterization of Magpie is particularly lovable. I like it very much. Several scenes made me cry. I personally think the author's male protagonist is very good. The emotional pull between the two people is very tight and does not give people a particularly fast rhythm. From the beginning of this book, you will be deeply attracted and keep reading. It is different from other types of books on Tomato. It is really good to read.
This is the second book I've read, and it's a perfect masterpiece! The male protagonist in Da Da's novel is not a thin label of "disability", but a lively and heart-wrenching young man. His humbleness is the uneasiness engraved in his bones, and the eldest lady's love is the light that illuminates his world. The writing is delicate and tearful, and the emotions are sincere and moving. From two-way protection to mutual healing, every detail is worth recalling again and again.
This book is really amazing! From the moment I turned the first page, I was captivated and couldn't put it down. The foreshadowing is exquisitely laid out. A seemingly inadvertent detail in the front is perfectly echoed in the back. When I saw the ending, I couldn't help but be amazed. That feeling of sudden realization was really great! What's even more rare is the characterization. The protagonist's growth arc is full and real. There is no cheating cheat, and every step of transformation is traceable. The supporting characters also have their own stories and positions. They are not just tool men. Even a small character who does not appear often can be remembered. The writing style is also very poignant, delicate and powerful. Whether it is a tense and exciting conflict scene or a tender and tender emotional description, it can accurately touch people's hearts. After reading it, my heart seems to be filled with something and I can't calm down for a long time.
Overall, it's pretty good. The only thing I don't like is that the male and female protagonists love each other deeply, but every time they have an quarrel, the male protagonist bows his head. The girl even says a lot of unpleasant things many times, rubbing salt into the male protagonist's wounds. Personally, this kind of relationship is very unhealthy. The male protagonist has taken 99 steps, and the female protagonist is unwilling to take a step towards him. It makes me uncomfortable. Everything else is very good and sweet. I like the male protagonist's character very much, and the plot is very unique and attractive.
So pretty! The male protagonist's low self-esteem and forbearance in the early stage and his strong possessiveness in the later stage are both very touching, and the female protagonist's character is also very lovable. The setting of childhood sweethearts is both sweet and sadistic. I couldn't stop watching it in one sitting. I must give it five stars! The author has written this pulling feeling so well. In the early stage, he felt sorry for the male protagonist's cautiousness, but in the later stage, he pressed forward step by step.
You protect me from the cold eyes of the world, and I understand all your pretensions to be strong. Zhou Jingchen's love is a silent but firm preference; Wen Xi's love is the most ferocious but the hottest sincerity. From being together when they were young to staying together for the rest of their lives, he was her weakness and she was his light. This two-way redemption is clean, heart-wrenching, sweet and easy to cry at. May the eldest lady and her puppy live in a parallel world: peace and prosperity every year. Happy New Year Zhou Jingchen, I am happy to hear that, We must always and always be together. 💛 He was jealous of her and didn't dare to make a fuss. He only dared to stare at her quietly, like an abandoned puppy, aggrieved and paranoid; She saw through his little thoughts. She said she was annoyed, but her actions only tightened her grip on him. He lived on her, and she felt soft for him. One is fierce and confident, the other is dank and determined. There is no bloodshed, it is all about extreme pulling and two-way redemption. It's astringent and sweet, and has such a strong staying power that you won't forget it.
A very interesting article, the setting is very good, not the kind of person who always loves you This story is sweet and sour, and the story unfolds in the form of narration. The optimistic and strong little magpie experienced a series of family changes as an adult and missed her puppy for seven years. The humble puppy has been secretly in love with the little magpie who picked him up from the snow. Later, he missed his little magpie for many years because of his low self-esteem. Later, they also experienced a series of changes in the relationship, but in the end they finally achieved success. It is very interesting.
It's been a long time since I've seen such a good-looking article in Yangshizi. The plot is particularly exciting. The pull between the male and female protagonists is also very attractive. The misunderstandings are just right and there is no abrupt feeling at all. Who doesn't like the lively and cute little magpie, and who doesn't like Wei Magpie? A puppy, low self-esteem is the best dowry for a man [I'm about to cry] [I'm about to cry] When I was reading the book, I didn't feel "tasteless" at all. When I clicked it, I didn't even notice that it was still being updated. Now that I've finished reading this book, I had to quit for a long time [I'm about to cry] [I'm about to cry]
The story of Zhou Jingchen and the little magpie is really awesome! In the early stage, the male protagonist's low self-esteem and suppressed secret love are heart-wrenching. The female protagonist is as warm and healing as a little sun, and the pulling feeling is immediately full. •9. ®The highest state of love is heartache. Sure enough, the male protagonist written by the female writer is still too authoritative, and the portrayal is really delicate. He wants to dominate the female protagonist, but he is also very entangled and afraid that he is not worthy of her. Later, Zhou Jingchen's pressing step by step is very touching, watching them go from misunderstanding to running in both directions, it's sweet and sad [Adoration][Adoration][Adoration][Adoration][Adoration] I really like it
I especially like to see the author describe the details of childhood life of his childhood sweetheart. The emotions are delicate and the writing style is good. The charm of a good novel is not only to attract fans, but also reflected in the author's love for the characters he writes about. This is the second novel that I have read. I also read the previous one, "Zhe Nan", and it was also very good.
Really, I was tired of novels and couldn't find any good ones, but I accidentally clicked on this good one and read it all day and night. I happened to see the sour plot at night and cried so hard. Sisters who read this, don't mistake it for a very sadistic novel. I have a strong sense of empathy and generally don't read sadistic novels, but the author is great. There are a lot of these "childhood sweethearts + sister dog + cultivation + training + sourness +..." If you like one of them, you can close your eyes and watch it. The depiction is great, especially the ambiguous relationship between the male and female protagonists. More importantly, the portrayal of the male and female protagonists is particularly delicate, vivid and full, and I feel that the logic of the plot can always be followed. It's not a mindless article. I feel that the author is very good at the sourness. It was the first time I read the article and I could feel the sourness intuitively even without saying anything. When I first read the introduction tag, I thought it was a campus article and I didn't dare to click in. I don't like to read too many campus plots, so I decided to give it a try. Mentality, the result is very unexpected, the author basically has flashbacks and narrations throughout the whole story. It is really good that you don't feel that the plot is boring and you have to wait to see the excitement. It is also friendly to those who are impatient, so it proves that the author's skills are still very high. I highly recommend it. I hope Tomato can have more chaff.
Super nice novel, made me feel happy I followed the series as soon as it started with more than ten chapters. It happened to be finals week, and I enjoyed watching it. I waited for the series update every day. I recently took a few days off to read my articles, and I've updated a lot of them. I'm so happy. Sure enough, it looks better with one handful. Young lovers must be sweet (๑•ᴗ•๑)♡ I only reviewed it because it is really beautiful. Generally speaking, I don't rate it very much. Now that I have seen the update, I feel that it will look good in the future. I feel quite reassured and comfortable to read. Moreover, the author's writing style is also good and it looks smooth and high-end. I like it very much. Oh my God, what am I talking about? …
It's such a heartwarming and sweet story. Except for the slight abuse at the beginning, I saw Four Points last night and it was really good-looking. The character of the heroine is also very cute. She has such a vicious mouth that I want to learn to say every word [laughing and crying]. From the beginning, my impression of the male protagonist is that he is mature and steady. To the big pervert in the back, it made me laugh to death. Why is he so perverted? The puppy likes his sister to tease you [Adoration] I wish the puppy and sister 99 happiness forever~ Oh, and the parents in the book Everyone is nice [shy]
This setting is really heartbreaking - one is a gentle and forbearing bamboo horse with a disability, hiding all tenderness in silence; the other is a cold-looking, angular young lady, using arrogance to disguise vulnerability. Others only thought she was arrogant and arrogant, but they didn't know that all her "fierceness" was an armor protecting him; the world only saw his incompleteness and silence, but they didn't understand the starlight in his eyes that lit up for her alone. There is no bloody sadomasochism, only a long and steady two-way rush: she blocks the rumors for him, and he tolerates all her bad tempers; she is his light in the darkness, and he is the soft armor under her sharp edge. The so-called natural pairing is never a perfect match, but you understand my unbearableness, and I pity your stubbornness. The gentleness and firmness of the disabled bamboo horse and the duplicity of the cold-hearted young lady form the most healing and reassuring love - it turns out that the real preference is that I have seen you in all your embarrassment and sharpness, but I still just want to hold your hand.
New babies don't need to pay too much attention to the bad reviews in the comment area. It is undeniable that some female videos do have a tendency to abuse girls. In terms of emotions, this one does not. The baby girl has always been on top. The story needs ups and downs to be more exciting. There were many bankruptcies in that era, and the descriptions are very real. The author's writing style is very good and warm, and it is a good article worth reading. It took me 2 days to read it (I can only give a real evaluation after reading it). I just feel that both the baby girl and the baby boy are good children. There is nothing particularly bad in the whole story. As for letting the baby girl do some unseemly work and relying on her own hands, what's not so good about it? There are dirty things in all walks of life. The difference only lies in personal choice. It's really beautiful. I really like DaDa's writing style, which brings me warmth and sweetness. I hope DaDa can write more wonderful works and continue to create.
The male protagonist is disabled, sensitive and tolerant, like a plant growing in the shadows, hiding all tenderness and obsession in his eyes; the female protagonist is coquettish, hard-spoken and soft-hearted, seemingly fierce, but she is the only one willing to reach out and pull him out of the quagmire. Others only said that she was overbearing, but only he knew that her domineering was to protect her shortcomings, and her sharpness was to protect her. There is no bloody sadomasochism, only a long and steady two-way rush. He straightened his spine because of her, and she learned to be soft because of him. One was fierce and the other soft, the other was cold and the other was hot. They just made the most suitable pair. The writing is delicate and tense, full of emotional pull, and the entanglement between the young man's thoughts and fate is deeply written. This is a story about protecting and being protected, incompleteness and perfection. They are not perfect, but in each other's eyes, they become the most complete light. I highly recommend this teacher's book! ! !
This is not a one-way journey, but a two-way redemption. She understands his weakness and pity his stubbornness; he tolerates her bad temper and accepts all her vulnerabilities. There is no bloody sadomasochism, only a steady stream of companionship and understanding. As the book review said: "She is his light in the darkness, and he is the softness under her sharp edge." The so-called perfect match is never a perfect match, but that I have seen you in all your embarrassment and sharpness, and I still just want to hold your hand. This article uses delicate writing to describe the sourness of secret love, the pull of reunion, and the love that can still bloom in the dust. It is healing and reassuring, and it is worth reading.
[Love] This is the best book about childhood sweethearts that I have ever read. It is very real and the emotions are very delicate and unobtrusive. Especially their ambiguous pull and pull, including the misunderstandings, are very suitable. It makes people laugh and cry very fascinating. I want to read it in one sitting. [Love] The images of the male and female protagonists are also very well created. The female protagonist is just a skin of a pampered lady (that is, a little tsundere character), but inside she is a moon and a sun, secretly saving the male protagonist and the people around her (the female protagonist will use her own personality to protect girls who are subject to malicious speculation, which really pokes me) [Love] The humble, warm and caring image of the male protagonist in the early stage is so endearing. He is willing to be the heroine's baby's dog (of course there is no personal insult. In the early stage, it is just a child's ignorant play, and in the later stage it is a little love between them). The white and black colors in the later stage are also very appropriate (no excessive forced love). Anyway, the heroine's baby is the only one who obeys the life of the heroine and is willing to fight for her and her mother and sister against his vicious grandma. [Love] In the front, memories and reality meet, but the transition is very natural, and the memories come slowly from childhood to adulthood. It is sweet, and there is not a lot of reality interspersed with it. It is just right, a little sad and happy. This kind of dual-sense arrangement that is a little sweet and a little sour is really great (I don't have enough vocabulary, so I don't know how to praise it, but it's awesome anyway) [Love] I have read a lot of articles about childhood sweethearts, including ancient and modern times. Many of them have entered the ambiguous period directly. I always feel a bit inexplicable emotions, with a few memories interspersed in the middle. I personally feel that the author does not handle it well at all. Anyway, whether it is the daily interaction between two people or the characteristics of the times, it can really take you step by step to understand their lives and fully integrate them. In the end, I have to sigh that my childhood sweethearts are so good.
This is a romantic novel that writes to the extreme the ambiguity of childhood sweethearts, the pull of reunion after a long separation, and the collision of inferiority and pride. It is sour to the bone and sweet to the heart. It writes a secret love that spans childhood and adulthood in a delicate, restrained and extremely tense way. The most successful portrayal in the novel is Zhou Jingchen, the male protagonist who has low self-esteem and is jealous. When he was young, he was trapped in the shadow of disability due to leg disease. He regarded himself as a crawler in the ditch who could not see the light, while Wenxi was the warm sun that crashed into his world without reservation. All her unintentional intimacy, clumsy approach, and innocent recklessness have become the trigger for his secret thoughts. His blush, heartbeat, sourness, and paranoia, and his love fermented crazily in the silence. He is the most tolerant secret admirer and the most paranoid jealous. He hides all his emotions under the seemingly cold appearance, guarding the only light and not daring to touch her. The charming, bright and tough Wen Xi is the most vivid background of the novel. When she was young, she was a carefree little sun, naturally approaching and taking care of Zhou Jingchen, not understanding the undercurrent in his eyes, and only treating him as the closest person; as an adult, her life suddenly changed, and she fell into the quagmire, but she still guarded her pride, preferring to bear the burden alone rather than becoming his burden. She retreated and retreated, and escaped again and again, which filled the feeling of being reunited after a long separation, and made the relationship between the two more real and moving. The most poignant thing about the novel is the misplaced affection after the identity reversal. When he was a boy, he was crippled and humble, while she was dazzling and bright; as an adult, he counterattacked and became a technological upstart, recovering his legs, but she was rounded off by life and burdened with heavy burdens. However, the change of status has never changed the direction of love. He has lost the inferiority complex of his youth, but is still humble in front of her. The words "I can't catch up with you because of my bad legs" express the obsession and uneasiness of more than ten years - he has never been a lofty redeemer, but just a young man who is afraid of losing her again. From the sweet and sour little thoughts in childhood, to the restrained and forbearing pull in adulthood, to the warm HE that finally goes in both directions, the novel has no bloody sadomasochism, no deliberate conflicts, and only uses delicate brushwork to describe the sourness of secret love, the anxiety of reunion, and the tenderness of staying together. The contrast of the male protagonist crying in the small theater at the end makes this love even more soft and sincere. He, who used to be strong and sinister, will also drop all his defenses and reveal his most fragile sincerity when he has the one he loves. This is a two-way redemptive love. She was his light out of the darkness, and he finally became her shore to resist life. The ditch will eventually welcome the warm sun, and love will never change year after year.
Who knows! This childhood sweetheart novel hit all my favorite points, and it was so powerful that I couldn't even sleep! The story of a low self-esteem, jealous, disabled, sweetheart × a pretty and beautiful young lady, from the ambiguous pull of the young and ignorant to the two-way redemption of the reunion after a long separation, every part is very heartbreaking. When the heroine was a child, the heroine carelessly broke into the gloomy world of the hero, and the unintentional closeness became the light hidden in his heart. The hero was full of inferiority due to his disability, and the sour and paranoid love was so heart-wrenching. The details of the blushing and heart-beating young man were written in a delicate and realistic way, full of ambiguity. After growing up, their fortunes reversed. The male protagonist transformed into a dazzling upstart, but the female protagonist shouldered the burden of the family. They clearly cared about each other but pushed them away time and time again. The feeling of pull was heart-wrenching and overwhelming. The phrase "My legs are not good, I can't catch up with you" directly breaks the defense, vividly showing years of obsession and humility.