[Two male leads. Younger man. Psychological thriller. Mild horror]
⚠️This novel contains dark, frightening, and psychologically suspenseful elements! Not suitable for readers with heart conditions or similar illnesses!!! If you’re easily frightened or feel uncomfortable, stop reading immediately!!!⚠️
Yan Tingxiu’s world is gray, with depression and anxiety always at his heels. His only light is the silver-haired, blue-eyed young man Gu Zezeqing. But on the rainiest night of his life, when he was at his most deranged, he strangled him with his own hands. To protect him, his mind erased the bloody murder. All he remembers is the emptiness and pain of losing someone important.
Now Yan Tingxiu finds a bizarre pixel game on his phone. Inside is an NPC identical to Gu Zezeqing, who sends him words of comfort whenever he’s in the most pain: “Don’t be afraid. I’m here.”
He doesn’t know that this “friend in his phone” is the lover he killed with his own hands. Nor does he know that Gu Zezeqing’s spirit has never left, and is watching over him this way. As the seal on his memories gradually loosens, Yan Tingxiu starts searching for the truth, while the “friend” in his phone grows increasingly strange...
“Xiu, if you remember that I was the one who killed you, will you hate me?”
“No, Xiu. You remembered it wrong.”
“You were never the one who killed me.”
How should I put it? I feel that this is a psychotic fantasy, and I feel that Zeqing is real. Everything is an individual full of contradictions. In fact, in general, based on the information this article has given us, I actually think the protagonist should be a complex combination of bipolar disorder and delusional disorder. I think if Zeqing exists, he must love Xiu very much. If it is just a fantasy, it may mean that Xiu loves Zeqing very much. Because I may have had problems before (maybe) (I'm not asking anyone to pity me, don't judge my flaws), I know what it feels like to have an illness, it hurts, it's painful, I'm better now (maybe I'm better), I understand the pain of cultivation, because I've experienced it. Anyway, I think I am still very abnormal now, because I always doubt others (in terms of the concept of emotion), and I feel that they are all fake to me. I've digressed so much, so I'll get back to it. I think this article is complicated. I feel that I can't quite understand it at the moment. It may be because of different understandings, or it may be that I am more complex. In short, I think this author's emotional description is very good, and the storyline is not too protracted (I just don't want to drag out millions of words like many authors and still talk about imprisonment). In short, to sum up the above, I think this work is worth reading.
A one-man show of self-redemption and escape. It gave me a particularly contradictory feeling. The two of them were escaping soberly and sinking unintentionally. The love called torture is like a cage. After reading it, I didn't feel suffocated like other BE articles, but it gave me a kind of thinking about the protagonist and the content🤔. At the last moment, I didn't tell the true identity of "Zeqing", but interpreted it as an illusion from Xiu's perspective, giving me a lot of thinking space, and the description of the details was particularly meticulous. There are few chapters, but it is definitely a masterpiece.
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Damn it made me cry all the time