The Last Educated Youth: Love, Hate and Hatred in a Special Era

He has lost lovers, experienced death, and disasters have always been with him. He even witnessed a "civil uprising" in which hungry people looted food stations. The hard life had worn away his sharp edges. He no longer wanted the status of an educated youth and tried to take root in that soil. "Like camel grass in the desert, it desperately clings to the earth, fighting for moisture deep in the ground, looking for gaps in life." He loved that land, but it was not tolerant. Captain Chu, whom he admired, promised his daughter to the crude Heizi, which caused Su Rui to suffer a "back-breaking" blow. He moved to the house of the widow Su Yue, thinking that he was Su Yue's patron saint, but Su Yue was still disconnected from the bald man who killed her daughter; he sympathized with the hungry little girl in a purple coat, but the little girl was killed by the collapsed wall; he hated the ugly, fierce, bullying grain station director, but he He was shocked by the twisted but powerful soul of the webmaster, and had to work with the hungry people, treating him as his "biological father"... He experienced bizarre stories one after another in the countryside, which stunned him, and then he gradually matured... But he still could not find his final destination.