After Losing the Whole World, I Regret It

I spent three years and devoted everything I had to worshiping an unreachable "goddess". But she held someone else's hand and told me: "You can't give me everything I want." In desperation, I directed all my vicious words at the girl who had been with me for eight years and treated me as my life. I told her: "Get lost, I will never like you." She really left, and my world became completely silent. When I suddenly woke up and went to look for her frantically, I saw another person standing next to her. It wasn't until this moment that I understood that what I had lost was not just the girl who liked me, but my whole world.