Forging Bonds Across the Myriad Worlds with the Power of a Knight

I've read Chapter 21 so far. I don't understand why I didn't just use Black Hole or Black Fox from the beginning. If you are afraid of losing control, then the logic chain is as follows. Don't use it if you're afraid of losing control → You can't beat others who can control it → You'll be seriously injured, your body and will will be hit twice, and you're not at your peak → The opponent continues → You'll be forced to use it to kill the enemy instantly → You'll use your own will and body that are not at the peak to forcefully end the loss of control → As a result, you will use the power that you're afraid of losing control of, and then your body will also reach the end. You have reached your limit and are lying in the arms of your friends covered in blood → Your teammates can't beat you, and you still need to drag your seriously injured body to forcefully transform and go to the rescue → Then you have to ask your seniors to expend a lot of strength to save you → You just woke up after being seriously injured, your body has not recovered, and you haven't eaten, so you are forced to go to the world of connection, and you are picked up by others. So why not use the black hole or black fox from the beginning? Use the black hole or black fox to defeat the opponent in seconds → rely on your peak will and body to suppress the loss of control and cancel the transformation → teammates need to save the field, it doesn't matter! I'm in good condition now. If I transform, I might be able to keep all the opponents behind → I don't need my seniors to expend a lot of energy to save me → I'll recharge my batteries in a few days and go to the world of bonding. Of course, if you want to forcefully suppress the protagonist, then I have nothing to say. Some people say that the will becomes stronger when you are close to death. It's not always possible to have an epiphany on the verge of death. What if you were beaten to the point of death and passed out directly? If you were beaten to the point of death by the opponent without using any power and passed out directly, and then all the people you care about died, then you would still have to use this power to lose control after you wake up. It's just that the person you care about is probably a little bit dead. I think it takes time for you to write about losing control. Otherwise, just because the protagonist was beaten almost to death and can still control the transformation, it means that the transformation into black hole and black fox only affects you, rather than forcing you to lose control. Then why not become a black hole or black fox from the beginning, and then when your body and will are at their peak, wouldn't it be better to resist the influence? When fighting King Ofei Enoch in the first bonded world, the protagonist flashed a hint of determination and used the power of Kuuga and Platinum Gorchard...? No, what's so decisive about this? Is it to highlight the spirit of chivalry? However, the spirit of chivalry does not say that one must live or die, nor does it stipulate that one can only use power when he is about to be beaten to death. Shouldn't the Kamen Rider make the people he protects feel at ease? So rest assured, why not use the power of Platinum Gochard from the beginning? I only read that the author said that the possibility of being infected is only when using black hole form and black fox form. I didn't read that you wrote about what would happen if you use Platinum Gochard? It's just that you had to write the fish fry game in a very tragic way, as if you had to pay for it with your life. A knight who goes all out from the beginning, and a knight who clearly has power but doesn't act like he's about to die every time. Any normal person knows that the former is definitely better. Even though you can defeat the opponent in seconds, you still want to worry the people who care about you. Are you worthy of the people who care about you?