[One-on-one romance: Mad top-tier star × obsessive painter]
Song Changming is a madman who strikes terror into the business world. Severely depressed, he wants nothing more than to die.
Nan Xingchu is the madwoman her family has rejected, driven to the brink of a mental breakdown by her own flesh and blood.
Two people abandoned by the world meet at Jingyuan.
One is preparing to die in silence. The other has just escaped a noisy party.
She asks him, “Would you mind if I joined you on the road to the underworld?”
This absurd conversation, which begins with death, becomes the start of their journey toward living in spite of it.
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“Song Changming, everyone calls me crazy.”
“Funny, they say the same thing about me.”
“Then let’s go crazy together, until everyone is afraid of us.”
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Song Changming says, “Everything has a crack, and that is where Xingchu came to find me.”
Nan Xingchu says, “Changming is the painting I love most.”
“Lucky to have met you at the start, and Changming is a future to look forward to.”
“Xingchu, Xingchu, shine on Changming.”
It's very interesting. The male and female protagonists both have bad original families. They work together to save each other, take care of each other, heal each other, bloom warm flowers from the shadows, walk from the darkness to the light together, and become each other's light. This two-way journey is so poignant, so touching, and very beautiful. I am as bad as their original family, but it is still a little better, but I still feel uncomfortable in that kind of family. Although some neighbors who are not bad tell my mother to take good care of me, because in such a family, they are afraid that I will not be able to think about it. My current situation has been since May last year. I have not been to school because I am sick, have stomach problems, feel uncomfortable, and can't go. I didn't go to school for several months, and then I enrolled in the third grade of junior high school. I relapsed again after a few days, and then I considered whether to take a leave of absence. Then I took a leave of absence in October for a year, and it's the same now. It was done, and it proved that I could go back to school, but I still relapsed after a few days of class. Everyone said that I was assigned to a class with familiar people. But I still don't like this class, it's very annoying , I can't go to school, but I can do homework at home, so I asked my friends what homework to write, and I can feel their anger from the language. She said it's a piece of cake, and you can't go if you write, so just don't write. We can't go to school either, and we are the only ones who clean the dormitory and the classroom. So I told me like this, but there is nothing I can do. I have taken so many medicines, both Chinese and Western medicine, but it still doesn't help. What can I do? My mom's co-workers at work said that I might have a mental problem, maybe, but it was just a mild one. I hadn't been checked, and I didn't want to get checked at all. I went to those relatives and said you were wasting money. How could you have a mental problem? She was just pretending. School just started and the few days I returned to school were not going well. I was really annoying in this class. I didn't want to socialize or go out. No one in the class could treat them as friends. , I only treat them as ordinary classmates, so in real life I no longer have any friends, but I still have a few friends on the Internet. They are very depressed. I thought about buying sleeping pills to take them. In the end, I gave up the idea because I was afraid of causing trouble to them, so I gave up the idea and still lived well.
It's very beautiful. Two injured people are licking each other's wounds. They are each other's hearts. Because of each other, the numb hearts begin to beat and become alive. Watching them, I feel gratified that they finally have each other. Two people who want to die find each other in each other. Find the destination of life and learn to love. Halfway through watching it, I looked at Chu Chu and them and suddenly thought, the children born by these two people must be surrounded by love, because they understand better than anyone else, they are really good, I will keep chasing them to the end and watch them look happy.
Changming and Chuchu are the meeting of two scarred souls, the collision of echoes from the abyss, and the moonlight finding resonance in the cracks between each other. They are not the intact prince and princess in the fairy tale, but two trees broken by the wind and snow, supporting each other and growing new buds on the ruins. Their love is rusty. You will subconsciously avoid sudden hugs, your whole body will be tense when you are awakened by nightmares in the middle of the night, and you will remain silent for a long time because a word hurts an old wound. But they learned to reach out when they were shaking, to stay when they were shrinking, and to hug each other silently when their wounds ached. The scars of the two people have become the most secret maps. With very light touches, they learn to navigate through each other's inner minefield inch by inch. The two people used the broken candlelight to reflect a small patch of imperfect but real enough starry sky for each other. Two broken people stood together, side by side, letting light shine into their respective cracks, and new life grew out of both. How could Song Changming not know Nan Xingchu's little thoughts? But he was just happy to accommodate and play dumb. Because she is Nan Xingchu, his Nan Xingchu. Nan Xingchu actually knew everything, knew everything Song Changming did deliberately, knew that he wanted to have an unbreakable close connection with her, so why didn't she? She is crazy, not stupid. He is evil, and she is not a good person either. They were made for each other.
It's very interesting to read. It's rare to find such a touching book. I was in a bad mood after a quarrel with my family recently. This book simply touched my heart. Two abandoned people clumsily used their own unique way to love deeply and only love each other.
Why is it serialized? Why is it serialized?!! I really like how the male and female protagonists are crazy, especially the way the female protagonist insists on dying together. I think it's a bit funny. In the chapter where the male protagonist's grandfather goes to the male protagonist's mother to act, I really feel for the male protagonist. The grandfather clearly knows that the male protagonist has been abandoned and despised since he was a child, but the grandfather still chooses his own daughter. I don't want the male protagonist to get involved with the grandfather and the others again later. The plot is very interesting and attracted me so much that I didn't skip chapters to catch up. I hope the author will update more and faster.
It's sweet, I feel so pitiful if they don't have each other, but the two-way choice between the two makes me feel soft. The male protagonist will immediately abandon his principles as soon as he sees the female protagonist's stubborn eyes, haha, super cute
It looks good, I like it, the madmen with serious illness are a stable existence together, the two people only have each other, pure love God of War ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
Two little bitter gourds redeem each other. It writes about the cruel and ruthless reality in reality. People who don't understand it are pitiful, sad and hateful.
The heroine and the hero really only have each other, and I hope they can be happy forever after meeting each other. At first I thought the heroine's uncle's family and the hero's grandfather had a good family, but around chapter 30 I discovered that they had always known that the heroine and the hero were hurt, but they only gave lip service to them. In the end, it must not be a reconciliation and hugging family members.
It's very interesting. Chu Chu has a calm and cute feeling, which really pokes my XP. In Chang Ming, I saw the tenderness in his frozen world (how to say, it's my feeling). Two people who were about to abandon the world met each other at the last moment, and because of each other's desire for life, they depended on each other and healed each other. Watching the story of the two of them, I also felt a calm sense of healing. I look forward to the follow-up development. Chu Chu and Chang Ming must be happy!