Kuihai's Lost Dream: a Love That I Can't Repent

In 2021, the fallen camphor leaves of University A paved the way for the first encounter between Lin Yifan and Su Su. After an accidental collision, the watercolors sprinkled into rainbows. He looked into her clear eyes and fell in love at first sight. Deliberate encounters, peeks in the library, shouts at the stadium, young feelings quietly grow, confessions in the sea of ​​​​Kwai on National Day, and the sea of ​​golden flowers witness the beginning of a two-way journey. They once turned ordinary life into poetry: he remembered that she didn't eat coriander, and held an umbrella to guard the studio on rainy days; she accompanied him on a frustrated walk, and stayed up late to prepare for a birthday surprise. As the four seasons pass, reading cherry blossoms together, stargazing on summer nights, and the agreement to buy a house by the sea and grow sunflowers are the warmest expectations for each other. Graduation reality shreds purity. Lin Yifan rose in the workplace, but social life and ambition swallowed up his original intention, and his gentleness turned into irritable and picky; Su Su failed repeatedly in preparing for the teacher examination, but still waited silently. On his birthday, she was pregnant with a surprise, holding sweet and sour pork ribs made by herself, but she saw him walking closely with Song Pei'er, and her love was only perfunctory. During the early morning argument, he tore up the pregnancy test sheet and angrily accused her of "evil intentions", which broke Su Su's sincerity. She took a photo with Kui Hai and left late at night without any news. Lin Yifan was exhausted from chasing glitz and trying to please Song Pei'er. He was frustrated by mistakes at work, and only when his proposal was rejected did he suddenly realize that he had lost the most precious light in his life. After that, he quit his job and traveled across the mountains and seas in search of her, but found nothing. He planted sunflowers by the seaside, kept her photo alone, and passed away in regret. After Su Su was rescued after jumping into the sea, she ran a "Sunflower Flower Shop" in a seaside town. She gave birth to her daughter Nianfan alone and was reborn as Xiangyang. When she learned of his death, her tears fell on the photo where she was rubbing her hair, hiding her deep concern. A first encounter, a first love, deviated by desire, eventually become a lifetime of irreparable regrets.