Reborn as a Spirit Fox, All I Want Is to Die

[Angst] [Lovecraftian] [Obsessive] [Transmigration] [No System]

[Fox Spirit Matchmaker] [Bizarre] [Cultivation] [Groveling for Forgiveness]

[The protagonist suffers! The protagonist suffers! The protagonist suffers! Important things must be said three times…]

[The author goes straight past the limits of decency to torture the protagonist]

[If you think this sounds too much, don’t rush off. I’ll throw up first, on your behalf…]

She was an orphan, with no name and no family. Starving and freezing, she ended her brief, fifteen-year life as a wanderer.

When she opened her eyes again, she had become a cub carried back to its den by a vixen.

Time passed slowly in the mountains. She learned to be a fox, hunting and playing, instinctively drawing in and circulating the thing called “spiritual energy.”

Just as she was nearly forgetting her past life, a great drought struck.

A sword-wielding cultivator entered the forest and fixed his gaze on her. “A spirit fox’s core will be perfect for offering to Heaven and praying for rain.”

Faced with the cold gleam of his blade, she bared her milk teeth and fought for her life…

To be reborn: a blessing or a punishment? Corrupted by an uncanny presence and burdened with bone-deep guilt and despair, her perception twisted, awakening her longing for chaos and decay.

She is… little… Su Bai.

A soul that should have ended. What will it become when its last shred of reason is consumed?

An ice floe?

Xuan Zhi?

And what is the cold will deep within her soul?

Can these entities bring even the faintest chance of redemption before [Chaos] descends?