55-Year-old Lin Xiulan looked back on her life before she died, full of regrets.
It had just been two years since I retired from a textile factory. I lived alone in an old rental house of 20 square meters, and my life was like a pool of stagnant water.
In this life, she has worried about her family, but she has not lost any happiness - her mother passed away early due to misdiagnosis, and she did not even get to see her for the last time;
Her husband, Wang Jianguo, became depressed and became ill after being laid off. He died of a cerebral hemorrhage at the age of 45;
Her son Wang Xiaolei was forced to rebelliously drop out of school by her and her husband's "stick education". In the end, he accomplished nothing and could only complain about her.
She also gave up her favorite clothing craftsmanship when she was young, missed a good opportunity for housing reform, and was defrauded of all her savings by her cousin... Every single one of them was full of regrets.
If she could do it over again, she would definitely honor her parents, run her family well, and live a good life for herself.