The protagonist of this novel is a snake girl. Ru Xuelan is thin, delicate in appearance, kind in nature, has a straight nose, and although her eyes are not big, she has clear eyes. She is 1.56 Meters tall. From a distance, it looks very ordinary! But a closer look at the facial features is very attractive... She has experienced all kinds of suppression and exclusion since she was a child, and she was not favored in various ways. He was confused in his youth, and experienced many difficulties in relationships, family relationships, and career in his adulthood, and his body was often close to death. From innocence and ignorance to excessive empathy and soft-heartedness, it feels like life is like dying once. By an inexplicable chance, she started studying Buddhism and came into contact with metaphysics. Perhaps it was God's guidance that made her full of spirituality start to ponder metaphysics. Later she found out that she was in trouble and had a bad trough in 1978, but she did not give up her research on metaphysics. From an innocent, greedy, a little impulsive, and reckless person, she became a mature and steady aunt who can calm down and take care of things. What did she go through? Others didn't notice such a drastic change in her personality, because the villains around her didn't think much of her. They just waited to see the snake girl's jokes and asked around about what the snake girl had experienced? But Ru Xuelan didn't tell anyone and had been lurking in a foreign land, as if planning her so-called ideal life blueprint. Unfortunately, her living environment outside is also quite harsh and dangerous. During this period, she experienced all kinds of rumors, noises and bizarre incidents. Coupled with the entanglement between practical reasons and the grievances and resentments of the people she likes, she has to face reality from the perspective of a Buddhist youth.