I was born with a face people didn't find appealing. My first job after graduating from junior college was looking after children at an after-school care center, but my appearance once scared a little kid into tears. I felt lost and had no idea what to do. I thought I looked pretty good, and that they were just jealous and didn't know how to appreciate me. But I also began to doubt myself. Then he came along, and I fell into the wrong relationship. He imprisoned me. It was to escape that shadow that I fled into the world of the internet.
I swore I would make something of myself and show him what I was capable of.
But as soon as I stepped into this noisy world, reality hit me: with a face like mine, how could I get noticed among so many dazzling influencers?
I started desperately trying all kinds of things. In my attempts to pander and imitate, I gradually slipped into the depths of misogyny. I exaggeratedly made myself look ugly and deliberately objectified women to attract traffic, going farther and farther down that road.
Then my first video went viral. I eagerly started a livestream, thinking I would finally be seen, only to be met with even more confusion, mockery, and abuse.
It turned out that the path I had desperately taken to make him "see me in a new light" had first made me unable to recognize myself. I begged desperately for gifts and chased traffic, making him hate me more and more. In the end, I came to enjoy his hatred and the abuse from netizens, falling step by step into an abyss with no way back.
It's so funny. It's the first time I read this kind of fanfic. I really can't stand it. It fits the character and seems to be able to do these things. Recommended reading. Hahahaha. It's so fun🤭