Looking at the Stars in the Deep Courtyard

My family arranged a baby kiss for me, and the person was the second eldest child of the Lu family in the military compound. I heard that he was a playboy who fooled around with a group of high-ranking disciples all day long. I packed my luggage overnight and prepared to run away, but I was stopped by his group at the train station. He leaned lazily on the jeep, with the collar of his military coat slightly open: "Go back with me and get married." After marriage, we each play our own things without interfering with each other. Until his nemesis came and pointed his gun at my temple. He shot the opponent's head without hesitation, and his voice trembled while holding me: "If you die, I will be a widower for the rest of my life."