He knelt for three days and nights to ask for the marriage decree, which was the beginning of her shackles life.
Zhao Zhijing hated Chen Zhiheng.
He hated that he was the brother of his enemy - the biological brother of the deposed prince.
She hated him for saying "I saved your whole family", which made her not even qualified to hate him.
On the wedding night, he said: "I will treat you well."
She replied: "I don't dare to be a concubine."
It's not that I don't want to do it, it's that I don't dare.
I dare not love him, because every time my heart flutters, it is a betrayal of my father who died in vain.
She didn't dare to hate him because he had saved her life.
She took a concubine for him, drugged him, and pushed him into another woman's bed.
She thought she could survive if she pushed him far enough.
But that man, who was more than ten thousand people, just asked her with red eyes——
"My tears flow from my left eye to my right eye - but why can't they flow into your heart?"
Later he died.
Before his death, he left a letter of departure and signed his name.
He also told her: Your childhood sweetheart is not dead. He is in Jiangnan. You should go find him.
She didn't know until she died——
In his life, he had paved all the roads for her, but he had not left a way for himself to survive.
Sadomasochism BE | Heli Shu | Love but not love | Marriage first, love later (but the heroine dare not love)