For the 124Th Time, I Decided Not to Commit Suicide!

[Standing at the intersection + forced redemption + not necessarily pure love + black humor without humor] [Suicide abstraction is attacked by x pseudo-cold and funny] [The school's big stage, come if you miss! ] The first time I was reborn, I hid in a corner and cried all night. The second time I was reborn, I tried my best to hide and not want to die. The third time I was reborn, I seemed to be forced to accept my fate and fell into this endless cycle. … The seventh time I was reborn, I began to enjoy this feeling and this 24-hour joy - jumping off buildings, diving, hanging, skipping school, drinking sulfuric acid... It wasn't until the 35th time that I discovered that there was another participant in this "game" - the annoyingly perfect Jiang Wuyun... For the 124th time, I decided not to commit suicide!