I Am Emotionally Lacking, Why Do I Have a Lolita on My Body?

[Redemption] [Being Redeemed] [Sweet Article] [Time Travel] [Slow Pace] What is love? What is sadness? What is sadness? Kneeling in front of my parents' memorial tablets, I felt a little confused. Why did the people around me look at me like a monster? Is it because I didn't feel sad and cry like them? When I got home for dinner, my sister had already cooked, eh! Today's rice tastes a little different, a little bitter. After eating, I felt an unspeakable pain in my stomach. I fell to the ground and vomited black blood from my mouth. As someone who often goes to the hospital, I knew that I was poisoned. Well... If nothing else, it must have been a perforated stomach... "You monster, why wasn't you the one who died?! If it weren't for you, my parents wouldn't have died in a car accident!!! Why don't you die!!! Why don't you pay my parents back?" My sister... Seems to want me to die! Then... That's it... Although I don't know why my sister hates me so much, it is what my sister wants, and I can satisfy her. Slowly, I no longer felt pain, only coldness and darkness slowly appeared. When I opened my eyes again, I was lying at the end of the classroom, and there was a voice in my ear that kept urging me. No! I don't want to have any contact with anyone! ! But when I saw her being bullied, my parents said, I can't just ignore her! Um? I obviously ignored her, why did she keep following me? Um? She cooks for me? Do you want to be like your sister? That's ok. My parents didn't let me do it, and I obeyed, but if someone else told me to do it, it would be fine! Um? Why do I have growths on my body when I wake up?