(Two male protagonists + main attack + modern + sad heart story + secondary cp)
Seven-year-old Shen Yan was abandoned by his father and fell into the abyss of his mother's morbid abuse. The image of his mother committing suicide in front of him became a nightmare in his heart, which also caused him to suffer from bipolar disorder and trapped him in an emotional maze.
When he was eight years old, Lin Zhixia's mother took him to the Lin family.
Their first meeting, hello. "My name is Shen Yan"
From then on, the name Shen Yan became Lin Zhixia's lifelong obsession.
Shen Yan is wandering in an emotional fog. His kindness to Lin Zhixia is just instinctive. He doesn't understand what love is.
In the later period, the tug and entanglement between him and Zhou Yanzhe, that unclean past became the mark of his confusion.
It wasn't until Lin Zhixia's life was passing away and Shen Yan's world collapsed that he woke up in despair. He was in love. He loved Lin Zhixia. Only then did he realize how deep the love he had ignored was.
He saw the passing of his lover's life, looked at his lover's closed eyes
Shen Yan smiled, "Xia Xia, I'm sorry, I understood too late.
Don't be afraid, I'm here to accompany you, and your brother Shen Yan will never lose you this time"…
Shen Yan sacrificed his life without hesitation and spent eternity with his lover.
Zhou Yanzhe holds Shen Yan's ashes in his hand, guarding this mysterious love alone. Who is the destination of his soul?
Shen Yan, "Have you ever had the slightest affection for me?"
Zhou Yanzhe thought that he would never be able to wait for that answer in his life...