Homing

I see many people in the comment area think that Ji Ning doesn't love Xie An, but I think he does, but the way he loves is also very twisted. Since this book is in the first person of Xie An, it means that we don't know Ji Ning's inner thoughts. Let's put ourselves in Ji Ning's shoes. He knows that Xie An lacks love, so he has been giving him love since he was a child and wants to be with Xie An. He knows that Xie An is only with him for the Xie family's money, but he is still happy with it. However, Xie An was not honest in the early stage. During the relationship, he almost made friends with other girls and got engaged to someone else. The engagement was exposed and there was no concrete solution. He was so angry with Ji Ning that he did not go home every day and deliberately showed Ji Ning photos of him in the bar. Ji Ning He wanted to be nice to Xie An, but at this time Xie An was confident and spoiled by Ji Ning. Ji Ning realized this and also realized that if things continued like this, if he continued to follow Xie An in everything like before, they would not be able to reach the end, so he proposed to break up, with the intention of letting Xie An have a long memory. Xie An disappeared and went insane for a month. No one knew where he was, which meant that Ji Ning didn't know either. It was also mentioned in the book. The main thing is that he also made phone calls in the later period, and there were red dots in the call records. Didn't Xie An fall ill and missed the call? From Ji Ning's perspective, Xie An still didn't answer the phone and disappeared. Later, I learned that Xie An really repented, and I began to regret that I shouldn't have stopped looking for him this month. If I changed my perspective and this sentence was said by Shou in the crematorium of his wife, then there is a high probability that Shou would be soft-hearted in the comment area. I can only say that because the perspective of this book is Xie An's, we know all his inner thoughts, so we will favor him. But Ji Ning doesn't know Xie An's heart, and doesn't know that he is with others just to make him jealous. There are very few novels on the market that chase husbands so fiercely. Both of them are men. Regardless of whether they are chasing husbands or wives, the essence is for a man to pursue. I admit my mistake. Xie An is indeed miserable, but I think Ji Ning also loves Xie An very much, but his perspective is limited. Second brush, it looks good.

The author's writing style is very good and the writing is very immersive, but maybe it's because of the first person? I didn't feel much love for Ji Ning. I originally wanted to torture Ji Ning near the end, but it might be too verbose to pull and pull, but I really feel sorry for Xiao An [crying] [crying] [crying]

I rarely read first-person articles, written from Shou's perspective, and I can clearly understand Shou's mental journey and emotional changes. He desperately longs for love, but also hates because he can't get love. He also feels that no one will love him, so he thinks he hates Gong and doesn't believe that Gong really loves him, so he does a lot of stupid things and repeatedly tramples on Gong's love for him. When chasing her husband at the crematorium later, it is written in the first person, so we can more intuitively feel the loss of Gong. The indifference and alienation towards Gong is extremely painful, and the inner description is very detailed. He couldn't be forgiven for stalking him, and finally felt that no one in the world really loved him, and he had nothing. Then he took sleeping pills and lived in a dream, because he still loved him in the dream and didn't want to wake up. Finally, he overdosed and became insane. He often couldn't distinguish between reality and dreams. He was in a trance. In the end, he committed suicide by taking a whole bottle of sleeping pills and was saved. He also cut his neck with a lens to commit suicide and was saved. Because it is written in the first person of Shou, I don't know the specific circumstances of Shou's suicide, nor do I know Gong's feelings. All I know is that after Shou woke up, Gong took good care of him and coaxed him, and the two reconciled as before. However, I learned from Shou's friends that Gong's breakup was not because he didn't love him anymore, but because he deliberately led Shou to form a dependent personality on him, and she could not live without him for the rest of her life. Her indifference and alienation were all to tame Shou, and she wanted to tie Shou to her side and never leave him. Anyway, I really like it.

After reading it, I feel that Ji Ning is not worthy of Xie An's love, but I feel sorry for Xie An, so I can only HE. A HE that makes people feel uncomfortable. For more than a month when I saw Xie An collapse, I even thought that it would be over and done with. . . But Xie An will love Ji Ning until his death. He just wants to love Ji Ning. Li Qing is the creator of all suffering. She is ashamed of her own son. Why should she let other people's sons compensate her? When Ji Ning was 10 years old, he knew that he was the cause of all Xie An's suffering, so he was kind to Xie An. He said that he spent 18 years teaching Xie An to love people, but does he love Xie An? In fact, he had been watching Xie An's pain with cold eyes. He knew that Li Qing only regarded Xie An as a tool, and he knew that Xie An couldn't live without him, but he wanted to break up and make Xie An suffer even more because he wanted to "train the dog." Where was Xie An for more than a month when he collapsed? Just to make Xie Ning completely dependent on him, he was so cruel. Xie An was PUA since childhood. In Li Qing's eyes, he was just a tool to pave the way for Ji Ning. In Xie Ning's eyes, he was cold, selfish, and calculating. He clearly only wants love, wants Li Qing to love him, and wants Ji Ning to love him.

I can actually see the first-person view of a mad dog. It's very interesting. The mad dog is chained and they are both crazy. They are worthy of being a couple, but I also feel sorry for them. They are both a little couple, and they are each other's medicine [crying] (Maybe it's a little bit controlled, and I don't like the mental control of attacking and receiving. To be honest) I really cried to death when Shou was hospitalized in the later period [crying] [crying]

Finished with flowers (❁´◡`❁)*✲ﾟ* One is obviously crazy and the other is secretly crazy, a match made in heaven [laughing]

Maybe I watched it in a hurry, so I actually thought the ending was a little forced, and the ending was a little rushed, but it was still good to watch [laughs] [like] In fact, selfishly, I hope that I can abuse Ji Ning a little more in the end.

I cried when I saw it, love and hate are intertwined, it's a shame! Ji Ning really has an extraordinary turn and criticizes true love like crazy

Overall, it's very interesting. When I saw Xie An having hallucinations and preparing to commit suicide, I thought it would be better to die. Living in such pain was really pitiful. Later, when I saw the two of them getting reconciled, I felt that Xie An had lived such a hard life for more than ten years and loved Ji Ning so much. I also hope that they can be well together. (Personally, I don't think Ji Ning loves Xie An that much. I also want the author to write a side story about what Ji Ning was doing when Xie An kept dreaming after taking the medicine and no one could contact him. Let's have another be ending. Suppose Xie An was saved when he committed suicide, but he suffered from mental problems due to the medicine he took before and suffered amnesia. He only forgot everything about Ji Ning)

After reading it, I can only say that the author is awesome. The two most attractive points of this book for me are the main plot, the story of two people. The other is Xie An's psychological description, which is really vivid and vivid. As a person who has been severely depressed, I feel very immersed in the descriptions in many paragraphs. I feel that the author is almost emptying himself when writing these words. Many people don't understand why Xie An has always longed for the love of his adoptive mother. I think it may be because the Xie family has never recognized Ji Ning's identity. On the surface, Xie An has always been the only child of the Xie family, so it gave him an illusion. He always felt that his adoptive parents were his parents, so he longed for love. As her parents have been absent, Ji Ning has to make up for this missing love. So Xie An has a deep feeling for Ji Ning, not only love, but also the missing family affection. As for Ji Ning, how should I put it? He does love Xie An enough, but he is also selfish enough. For Xie An's unreserved and naked love, she chose to take advantage of his insecurity and lock the invisible chain around Xie An's neck step by step. In the end, Xie An's disguise (constantly stimulating Ji Ning with people in the nightclub, as if to prove that he was not lacking in love and hoping that Ji Ning would be jealous) was completely torn into pieces, and he lived completely dependent on him mentally. Like a huge spiritual taming. You can say that he is selfish and does not know true love. But based on his own growth experience, it is reasonable to do these things, because he himself experienced a lot of pain while growing up and was not loved well (I think the so-called biological mother's love is more about guilt, hatred of the power struggle, the Politburo, and the pain of being shown that he is unable to resist. Of course, the author also mentioned this) and no one taught him how to love someone. Anyway, no matter what, the two people still walked happily together. I hope the two little bitter gourds can warm each other and live happily! (Representing only personal views)

It's pretty good. It's rare among husband-chasing novels to have a strong pursuit of a husband. I'm very satisfied with this. In addition to the ups and downs that most people have, the love between two madmen also has a dark, paranoid and controlling desire that ordinary people don't have. It's very touching.

To be honest, I think it was well written. Have an idea: It's like seeing a sensitive stray dog with a broken leg. Even if you know that the dog's mind is not pure, you are willing to adopt it and love the dog wholeheartedly, even if the dog's wild nature will still bite the owner. One day the dog found that his owner was spoiling him and the dog started to go out to play. But why doesn't the owner restrain the dog? The dog's collar is always worn around his neck. Why doesn't the owner hold it? Why let a dog with a collar go out as a puppy? There is a conflict between the dog and the owner. The dog is angry that the owner does not lead him, and the owner is aggrieved that the dog does not leave home every day. So, the owner doesn't want the dog anymore. He was touched by someone else because of his dog. The dog waited and waited, a mad wild dog, and now it is waiting at home looking at the figure at the door who will never come back. Can pet dogs. Will bond with dogs. Sleep with your dog every day. But the master never came back. The dog is crazy. It searches frantically for its owner and bites its owner's trouser leg. Master, the dog is wrong. Master, the dog will come home later. Master... Dogs love you. The dogs chased and entangled for a long time, and were either avoided or left behind. The other dogs around him were laughing at him: Look, didn't you say that your owner would only have one dog, you? For a long time... When the time came, the owner left with a better dog that looked like he had been pampered and grown up. The dog limped and dragged his body step by step back to their home. … But for mad dogs in the outside world, the prerequisite for being loved is to live. A wild dog doesn't know how to love its owner. A wild dog only remembers the owner's hugs, kisses and cuddles. So the wild dog also feels that he is loved. Therefore, the wild dog also feels alive. … The dog doesn't eat or drink in his kennel because he misses his owner. But the master doesn't want him. He grieved his master. He doesn't deserve to go to his master anymore. There is no master. There is no life. … In the confused days, the dog stares at the door every day. Humans often say that they can often see their master in the sky~ Have a good sleep and you'll be fine tomorrow. Puppies will always love you. The puppy is wrong~ Master, come and see the puppy~ The owner in the dream gently picked him up and returned to their home. Puppies always love their owners. ————————————End———————————— Ahem, I'm not really saying that the protagonist is a dog, it's just my feeling. Both treasures are so pitiful, one is reckless and the other is soft. One goes too far and the other gives in too much. But it happens to be this kind of relationship that makes them have conflicts and sweetness. Reunion is not about sweetness, but reconciliation through rifts. Falling in love with someone is so hard. I have been thinking that the baby really looks like a little wild dog. Well, in fact, it is more clear that he is a ferocious little dog. He has no sense of proportion and bites people without knowing whether they have been bitten or not. I was bitten and didn't know what to do, so I could only lick it, which was far inferior to a human band-aid. Chasing, chasing, little short legs will never be able to catch up with human beings. Regardless of whether it is a domestic dog or a wild dog, as long as it recognizes its owner, it will keep chasing it no matter what mistakes it makes. Bad words hurt people, and some words are difficult to take back once they are spoken. (╥ω╥`) I hope that every time babies chat with their family, friends, and boyfriends, they will think more and not hurt people's hearts.

The tension between the two sides in the early stage was a bit sour. Xie An is in love but doesn't know it. He is very good at using others to make Ji Ning jealous, which is quite harmful to Ji Ning. In the later stage, both parties loved each other very much. Maybe Xie An felt a bit like being favored and being favored when he was sick. Emm I hope Xie An will become Ji Ning's support when he gets better and stop using those childish methods to determine whether he is loved. Hehe, I quite like Ji Ning's gentle character.

I love this book so much! Xie An didn't know how deep his love was. He hurt Ji Ning again and again. It was very sour in the middle. The author wrote the emotional pull very delicately. Recommended! ! !

God. This article is amazing, praise it The morbid horror of love is only acceptable in a novel. The depth of love is so profound that I feel that the author's writing is really good and the plot is sadistic. Shou's character is really bad and made me feel a little sick but I felt pity for him. Gong is also a talent. It was so enjoyable to read it again.

Xie An was said to be the one who abused Ji Ning, but he was already bad enough. He was taking advantage of Ji Ning from the beginning to the end, but he didn't expect that he would fall in love with Ji Ning, and Ji Ning would give him all the love and concern. You can't teach others things, but you can teach them things in a short time. The things Xie An did were piercing through Ji Ning's trust in him bit by bit. I really want to say ninja, let me bring it in myself. My partner is hot and cold to me, and I have seen her having scandals from time to time. Ask yourself, do you believe it or not? Both of them are silent by nature. They don't tell, don't ask, and don't care. If you love, you have to speak out. How can you solve the problem if you don't speak out? After reading it, I can only say that Ji Ning is indeed a bitch, and she was hurt like this by Xie An. However, if one is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer, who can tell the other? A couple's relationship is better than anything else, Ning'an 99

It's so beautiful, it's the bone-crushing heart-crushing thing I want [crying]

After Xie An took medicine and fell ill, I thought there would be great abuse, Xie An sealed his heart and fell in love, and Ji Ning chased his wife to the crematorium. But I didn't expect that everything was deliberately guided by Ji Ning. Xie An seemed quite happy to know the truth. He must have been seriously ill [face covering] In the end, he didn't explain Li Qing's reaction after knowing that they were together. This Li Qing was also very ill, haha

The teacher's writing was so good, I felt so happy when I read it. The sour and tugging feeling perfectly suited my taste [shy]. In the end, the young couple also got together sweetly. I rarely read first-person articles, but the teacher's writing style and narration are very smooth, and when I read it, I no longer care whether it is first-person or not. [Send heart][Send heart][Send heart]

It's very tense, but this story is very suitable for BE (for example, Xiao Xie successfully committed suicide after experiencing infinite regret, and then write about the reactions of Xie's mother and Xiao Ji). This can teach readers to cherish, cherish love, and cherish family affection.

It was good to watch (｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡ It just felt like it ended too quickly. I originally thought there would be many more stories after they reconciled, but suddenly it was the finale. I couldn't bear to part with it [almost crying] Ji Ning and Xie An will always be happy.

A very pure crematorium for chasing husbands, so good that you can eat it fiercely [KISS]

If I were Xie An, I would have replaced him long ago, but I'm not! The pulling process is quite long. Although I like watching this process, Xie An is so decadent that he almost destroys his body. Such a hobby is tiring!

The process of loving without knowing it is indeed painful. The results are good.

It's beautiful, both of them are very possessive of each other. The second half is like training a dog, one is willing to beat and the other is willing to suffer... The temperature will be normal

Super, super, super good-looking. Xiao An and An Ning want to be happy. The writing is super good.

Good-looking, but too unpopular

It's very beautiful~ It's rare to see a good article recorded in the first person~~~

It looks good, but it really hurts my heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys😭😭

Oh my god! It's great to watch! So good, so good, so good, so good, so good, so good, so good, so good, so good, so good, so good, so good, so good, so good, so good, so good, so good, so good, so good, so good✧(◍˃̶ᗜ˂̶◍)✩