Si Yao felt that even if her life could not be perfectly smooth, it would not be too full of hardship. But things did not go as she had hoped. The more something seemed within easy reach, the less she could do as she pleased. Watching other people’s love, hate, joy, and sorrow, she always thought she could handle things better. In the end, she was only a bystander, able to see things clearly from the outside.
