"I'm not even qualified to confess to you."
"Promising"
"A person like you will never be able to turn around in his lifetime."
…
When Zeng Changhong was squatting by the pigeon cage and counting feathers, he always stared blankly at the bicycle in the alley with white moonlight. His fingers repeatedly rubbed the cuffs that were washed white - "I wish I could grow cleaner." He said this in his heart a hundred times, but he didn't even have the courage to step forward and hand him a bottle of water.
The low self-esteem is embedded in his bones with the smell of pigeon droppings. He hides in online dating and pretends to be considerate, but in reality, he can only pass the entrance examination of ordinary colleges and universities. When my girlfriend slammed the door and broke up, her words were like broken glass piercing my heart: "Besides pretending, what else do you have? Don't even think about raising your head for the rest of your life!"
The resentment of being abandoned made him red-eyed. He secretly posted his girlfriend's privacy on the Internet and felt relieved when he saw her being drowned in abuse. Later, he relied on the "skill of bewitching women" to get involved in the business, and finally sneaked into the office building and became what others called the "Phoenix Man", thinking that he could completely put the past behind him.
But a few years later, his ex-girlfriend's counterattack was thunderous: "You stepped me into the mud back then, and now it's your turn." His career and reputation collapsed overnight, and he could only return to the empty pigeonhole, only to realize that he had been crushing his life with his own hands from beginning to end, and not even the last bit of dignity was left.