I love that man deeply, he has deep eyes and cold temperament. We met by chance and fell in love quickly. But his family strongly opposed our being together and tried every means to break us up. He was forced to compromise and get engaged to another woman. I was in great pain, but still refused to give up. Later, he seemed to change his mind, but there was a bigger conspiracy hidden behind it. I am struggling between love and hate, and I don't know when this sadomasochism will end.