Crimson Captivity

With a startling glance, the thought becomes an obsession, the love is real, and the regret is also real. You are the one I hide deep in my heart. It's also a place I can't reach. Countless times, my heart is tugging at me. On the one hand, I want to entangle you at all costs and tell you my attachment to you; but on the other hand, my reason is urging me to give up. Real feelings are loved, hated, hurt, waited, cared about, happy, blocked and deleted, and made noise countless times. I tried to cut off contact, but I was surprised every night, and I was afraid that I would not be involved with you, trapped in a cage, still unable to get rid of my obsession, the more I wanted to forget, the more unwilling I was. This pain was like a knife cutting my heart. Knowing that it is a calamity, but willing to fly into the flames, he is unable to extricate himself. What is dissatisfaction? It's probably like meeting a special person, who is in your heart and lungs, and cannot be with you, and sooner or later you have to give up. This kind of heart-breaking sadness, I can't bear to let go, I want to withdraw from his life but also want to entangle him. This regret has become a pain that I can't let go of for the rest of my life...