After Being Fostered in His House, I Fell in Love with Him

Ren Suzhou & Yan Huitang Other book title: Not Fearing the Dawn * Four years abroad turned the two of them upside down. Sinking in the whirlpool of withdrawal reaction, Yan Huitang realized that he was a fool, and that Ren Suzhou, who was hiding in a small town, had driven himself crazy. Understand that love makes people happy and painful. Yan Huitang felt that he could not be a bad person, so he hid abroad for four years. He waited until Ren Suzhou was twenty years old and the children grew up to avoid the hot-blooded and impulsive 18 or 19-year-olds before he dared to return to the country. Ren Suzhou has been much more mature than his peers since he was a child. He realized some things earlier and with more pain than Yan Huitang. The whole Yan family was between him and Yan Huitang. Although he didn't have much relationship with the Yan family, he still felt that falling in love with Yan Huitang was a betrayal of the Yan family. He was like a thief who coveted the treasures of rich people, dark and dark, and shady. He was looking forward to Yan Huitang returning the same love to him, but he was also afraid that that person would tell him he loved her. Every time there was lightning and thunder, he felt as if he was in the explosion when he was nine years old. In the nightmare of being burned by fire, he felt like his parents were scolding and accusing him. But in fact... He was the one who crushed himself. In the real world, no one forces him. A coward cannot speak, he blames himself and resents himself, hoping to climb over the hurdle called morality. But his struggle is a joke in itself. Fortunately, Yan Huitang was the first to speak. "You have to step out into the light." * Warm reminder: Slow-paced, growth-oriented. It's almost the finale with the protagonists together.