The Patient Will Recover in Thirty Days

[Double man➕Patient➕Guiding lover➕Double clean➕Redemption] Elegant Delusion Attack✖️Submissive to Depression Anping lived in the "Spiritual Harbor". It's quiet here, the sun is good, and the doctor said he will be fine in thirty days. After taking injections and taking medicine every day, my mood became very smooth, as if it had been ironed. The past fades and the shape of the future becomes blurry. He occasionally wondered what "getting better" meant. Did you forget those things that should be forgotten, or did you also lose what should not be forgotten? As the days passed, there was another needle hole in my arm. Doctors say this is the necessary price to pay for "healing." He nodded to show that he understood. The trees outside the window are green and yellow, and people in the corridor come and go. The thirty-day countdown is hung on the wall and in my heart. It doesn't hurt, it just feels empty. He tells him that the walls breathe, the colors speak, and there is a countdown to death. It's like a long and quiet waiting, waiting for an ending that I was told would come but I didn't know what it would look like. "What if thirty days later..." "No ifs." "Only you."