Looking for My Name in the Mountains of Corpses and Seas of Blood

[Original/blackened/single female protagonist/non-human/cannibal] "Are you happy?" The questions written in blood on the wall were the beginning of Yang Ji's nightmare. The corridors stretch endlessly, the whispers of blood are crazy, and the banquet of the same kind is disgusting. Only the scorched shadow under the tree of corpses in the dream seemed to be waiting for a rain of salvation. In reality, he has everything: a warm home, a nagging mother, the mean-mouthed second-generation rich brother Ji Xueyi, and the transfer student Su Yao who has just broken into his heart. But the cracks are everywhere: old dust accumulates in the mother's room, the brother's smile is occasionally hollow, and Su Yao's ice sword is pressed against his throat, asking him for the name of a non-existent person. When false warmth and bloody truth begin to overlap, and when loved ones smile and hand over blood-stained dishes and chopsticks, Yang Ji must make a choice: indulge in beautiful illusions, or face the truth about himself that is enough to collapse the world? I am... Yang Ji No... I am Yang Yi Qian Ling