History books record that she was a witch who brought disaster to the country, but she was the only light in Shen Xu'an's pale youth. She always thought that those memories about Jiang Nanxi in her previous life were just a dream - Jiang Chengyuan and his wife who regarded her as a treasure, Cheng Cheng, a young man who silently protected her, and the remaining sweetness in troubled times.
It wasn't until an accident happened that she realized that everything was true. She can go back to the past, but she has no control over it: she doesn't know when her soul will pass through, she doesn't know when she will go, and she doesn't know how long she can stay.
Back to a thousand years ago, her soul traveled to Jiang Nanxi after the assassination, and screamed at Cheng Cheng's leaving back: "My father did not treason!" This cry allowed Cheng Cheng to glimpse the conspiracy and embark on the road to clear up his loyal soul.
For eleven years, she wandered between two time and space, trying to save the declining dynasty, but she only received Cheng Cheng's farewell message of "I believe in you, but my mother is dead." Until the country is destroyed and the family is destroyed, loyal bones are snowed, and love and hate are turned to ashes.
In modern times, she meets Tao Chengcheng - he has the same tenderness in his eyes as in the dream. After a confession, the truth emerged: he was Cheng Cheng, who after thousands of reincarnations finally found her in this life. With thousands of years of memories, he took the initiative to walk towards her in isolation.
The soul travel in the ninth year of Yanghua changed everyone's fate, but it could not change the cruel ending of history. Jiang Nanxi's sweetness, Cheng Cheng's tolerance, Shen Xu'an's persistence, and Tao Chengcheng's hope, in the double line of ancient and modern times, have become a tragedy that no one can escape in the end of the dynasty and the coldness of modern times.
(Historical fiction, Machiavellian group portraits, twin sadomasochism)