In that year of ignorance, she gave everything she had, but only got the definition of the word "dirty" in return. The trap of her first love, the disgust of her second love, the jealousy of the same sex, and the malice of fate never stopped tormenting her. From junior high school to college, she struggled on the edge of the abyss several times, and depression followed her everywhere. The cold light of the ICU once awakened her will to survive, but the rumors and isolation pushed her down again. When the short-lived beauty of college also evaporates, after dropping out and returning home, can she still piece together her broken soul and find the glimmer of rebirth in the ashes? This is an ultimate sadomasochism and growth epic about love and injury, betrayal and self-rescue. #AbuseWen #BEesthetics #Depression #CampusViolence #FemaleGrowth #RevengeReturn