[Dual storylines, bad ending, family + romance + realism]
Also known as: Why Is It So Hard to Be Loved?
Two girls with somewhat traditional, patriarchal mindsets × two ordinary guys with normal personalities
They were both born into families that favored boys over girls, like fish dying of thirst. Zhou Baichuan was the first ray of light to shine into her dark life, and she thought she had finally been saved. But light can fade, and love can turn into something else. When he began to find her annoying and clingy, she finally understood that she could never swim into his sea.
Only after she chose to sink to the bottom of the winter river did her whole family begin to weep bitterly.
And the man who had once promised to support her for the rest of her life was walking into the wedding hall with another girl on his arm.
Yu An’s world only grew warm thanks to Tan Suiyu’s protection. In her first year of high school, she fell in love with Su Hanshen at first sight. That burning love shattered under a series of blows: breaking up in her final year of high school, her grandmother’s car accident, and her aunt’s death. On the day her university acceptance letter arrived, with her beloved’s engagement on top of it, she finally chose to leap into the river, where her fate converged with Tan Suiyu’s.
Two girls named Yu: one once chased after a “river” named Zhou Baichuan, while the other pursued a “sea” like Su Hanshen. They warmed each other in the darkness, but in the end, both fell silent. The two men they had once seen as their light continued with their lives, knowing nothing, leaving only the words “I loved, I have no regrets, I’m just too tired” in their diaries, their ink gleaming coldly through the passage of time.
How should I put it? I always wanted someone to read this book before (this is a true portrayal of me, I thought I loved very passionately and sincerely), but after I recognized the true thoughts of men and the feelings that disappeared in the disappointment again and again, I gradually found that this relationship was disgusting, although the original version of this book was not like this (my writing is very poor) , but it is really a portrayal of my former lover. It is a tribute to my naive self. I can't bear to delete it. I may not say it will be removed automatically one day. If you read this book and feel it is bad and disgusting, it is normal. I also ask readers to understand. I hope that in the new year, everything will go well for you, all your wishes will come true, God will bless you, and there will be no taboos!