If I want to reflect on my past 18 years, I have both shielded children and slandered others online. I often think about these issues and myself, whether those who hurt others have thought about it, whether they know it is wrong, why some people are good and bad, and why some people seem to have no soul of their own. My biggest hobby is to live by instinct without any spiritual pursuit. If you leave yourself to others to judge, you are destined to be full of black stuff, and you will never be able to escape.
