My World Is Broken

On one side is a real classroom filled with simulation papers. On the other side is the terrifying and insane world of cultivating immortals. I, Zhao Xuantao, live in two worlds at the same time. Until I found out, That terrifying Taoist who represents beauty, strength and misery in the world of immortality, I look exactly like my doctor boyfriend who dotes on me like a treasure in real life; What's more, I can refine immortal cultivators into the "Huan Yang Pill" and bring them back to reality to save people's lives. I saved more and more people, and the bedside table was filled with scarlet elixirs. But my doctor boyfriend held my trembling hand, When he handed over the diagnosis certificate with red eyes, I just saw it, Scrawled on the medical record: "Paranoid derealization disorder, accompanied by severe stand-in hallucinations." He said I was terminally ill. But he doesn't know, I use these elixirs, Saved many lives! Now, the two worlds are merging and collapsing. And the only person who can prevent the end - It was he who held him down, I have become God.