Why Did the Male Protagonist's Character Collapse Again?

[Double strong, double clean, 1v1, death escape] The main character is a gentle and kind man × the author is hot on the outside and cold on the inside What is it like to open your eyes and step into a novel you wrote? Gu Zheng expressed his hope that death can be returned to the deceased. System: The male protagonist will be eliminated. Gu Cheng: Those who want to kill me, have they asked me for my opinion? Gu Zheng completed the task with tears in his eyes. When he turned over the character card, he found that he had drawn the villain who slandered the male protagonist. Gu Cheng: I'd better die. System: The male protagonist will be wiped out Gu Cheng: Be a father for one day and sacrifice your life for a son for the rest of your life. As Gu Zheng was doing his tasks, he discovered... Why was the male protagonist's character becoming more and more crooked? What to do if the gentle and kind-hearted male protagonist turns into a selfish and world-weary male protagonist? Half of the author's soul is gone. — System: The activation of the male protagonist's artifact requires the death of a person Gu Cheng: human language System: There is one missing person on Huangquan Road Gu Cheng: Me? … Gu Zheng finally helped the male protagonist get the artifact, but when he opened it, he found that his name was all inside. Gu Cheng:? Did this world begin once? Does the hero have any memories of his previous life? No, the male protagonist's eyes don't seem right, right? Gu Cheng: Let me die again^_^ Male protagonist: What should I do? System: Who cares about you?