Let My Illness Add Some Intensity to This Bizarre World

[Supernatural resurgence + mental illness + ruthless protagonist + Lovecraftian elements later on] On neon-lit city streets, shadows writhe in unnatural ways; In the peaceful dead of night, a cross-dressing beauty cooks fingers; In the men's dormitory, a female ghost who castrates men lurks deep inside the bathroom! Bodies float to the surface of Immortal Lake. An old radio no one uses suddenly begins announcing the names of the dead... My name is Ning Yuan. May my illness bring a little intensity to this world!