Kill God, My System Comes from Readers' Resentment

"I Learned to Behead Gods in a Mental Hospital" Fan·Author's Self-comment When writing the character Xia Jing, my initial idea was actually very simple—— I wanted a heroine who "looks crazy but is actually more sane than anyone else." She is not the kind of iceberg beauty who is cold on the outside but hot on the inside, nor is she a hot-blooded idiot who makes a fuss. I want her to stand on that narrow path in the middle: relaxed, but not undisciplined; naughty, but not frivolous; strong, but not arrogant. So there was the pink wolf tail, the playful smile on the corner of the mouth, and the earring that always shone in the dark. But what really makes her "alive" are the things hidden beneath her madness: It was the way she could still answer the words with a smile despite Ye Fan's pressure; It was the moment when she squatted in front of the little girl and touched her head, turned around and spoke the sharpest counterattack in the gentlest tone; It was her clarity of mind that clearly meant thanking herself, but she still wanted to attribute Zhou Ping's becoming a god to "your own heart saved you." Xia Jing never said "I am a good person". But she will recite "Qi turns into sweet rain, benefiting all living beings" in front of millions of people, and she will use up her mental power to drag the people of this city back from the gate of hell. She would stay up all night over the tragedy of the Masked Team, designing solutions in one timeline after another, just so that the King of Masks in both timelines could be redeemed. She would hold the wolf fang in the palm of her hand, turn around at the critical moment, and then say to the man who rushed over with a cold face—— "Brother Shen, your hands are quite warm." When writing about the relationship between Shen Qingzhu and Xia Jing, one of the things I fear most is: "Girls are too proactive and lose their sense of proportion; boys are too passive and cool the scene." So I drew two lines for them in my mind: Xia Jing's initiative must be "received". She could tease, get close, and deliberately tease him with her puppy eyes, but she never consumed Shen Qingzhu's clumsiness. Every "attack" she makes is based on "I like you like this" rather than "Why don't you express your opinion yet". Shen Qingzhu's passivity must have "uncontrollable movement". He could be silent, he could look away, he could insist on "tactical considerations", but the wolf fang that he had worn close to his body for a long time, the red mark left by torn off by himself, and the "all" followed by "worrying about you, and... Don't want to" would pay off all the unsaid words at once. I wrote about Xia Jing from autumn to spring, from "ruffianity" to "divinity", from "a person standing on the ruins" to "someone ran from the alley to take her home." I don't know what readers think of her. But in my heart, she is no longer "the character I created". She is someone I have envied, felt sorry for, and finally fell in love with. If one day I open the door of the Night Watch headquarters and see a figure with a pink wolf tail leaning against the window, turning his head and smiling mischievously at me—— I would probably be stunned for a long time and then say: "Deputy Xia, thank you for your hard work." And she would probably tilt her head, deepen her smile a little bit, and say: "It's okay. Someone takes me in. It's not hard." ——Thank you for coming to my story. Thank you also for being willing to let Shen Qingzhu find you.

I can't, this is too pretty [laughs] but I write too little every day, not enough to read [laughs]

Super well written! ! ! I like the character of the heroine. The emotional line with Brother Yan is very natural and not abrupt at all. It is a very clever article. The author must stick to it! [Please update] Good looking. What is particularly gratifying is that the male protagonist is Shen Qingzhu, and the female protagonist is not ambiguous with anyone else and is really devoted to Shen Qingzhu. The introductions to several fan fiction books I read before said that the female protagonist (or the male protagonist with two male protagonists) has a fixed CP, but in the end she was still flirting with everyone [smile], I can only sigh again at how well the author wrote the emotional lines! I just wish there were more scenes in the system. I like the interaction between Xia Jing and the system. It's very interesting! [Top post]

Good-looking, good-looking, yes

It's pretty good-looking, and the emotional lines are quite natural.

Very nice! I like the heroine's character very much (´∀｀)♡ You must stick to it🌹

This is really nice. I hope the author will update it more. I like the heroine's temperament. [Shy][shy]

It's so beautiful. This is definitely the best God-Destroying fanfic I've ever read. I have to give it 5 stars. Wow, wow, no OOC, Brother Shen is still too warm.