The so-called one thought becomes a devil and one thought becomes a Buddha, good and bad, mediocre and extraordinary, just change each other in one thought. This book tells a story of constantly breaking away from the constraints of a designed life in the first person. Most of it is described in a documentary way. The pace of the plot is slow because the author used to write prose, and the links are not coherent because the author often goes out and clocks in every day. Different creative environments will have different sources of inspiration. The author focuses on stream of consciousness. In short, this work requires you to carefully appreciate it. Savor it carefully!