[BE+reunion after long absence+first person+secret love+1v1]
If the person you liked when you were young pushed you away twice because of your mission, would you let go?
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When I was fourteen, my family completely collapsed.
My father cheated on me and my mother died of a serious illness. I went to Yuncheng to find my grandmother alone.
My brother Zhou Yu, who is six years older than me, lives next door. He is gentle and reliable and can absorb all my embarrassment and unbearableness. I am quietly attracted to him.
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After four years of being together day and night, I couldn't tell whether the turbulent emotions in my heart were dependence or love. On my eighteenth birthday, I mustered up the courage to confess my love, only to wait for his restrained rejection.
He pushed me away cruelly and walked away alone.
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Eight years later, I became a field reporter doing interviews in a different place, and met him again, who was covered with hardships.
Only then did I know: an undercover drug investigation, the sacrifice of a close friend, and the unforgettable guilt and self-blame.
We untied all the knots in our hearts and rushed in both directions.
An urgent mission call came, and he frowned. After weighing the situation, he once again chose to run into the darkness.
From then on, we were separated by a sea of people, and we would never see each other again for the rest of our lives.
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The first meeting was a startling glimpse, and the goodbye was unforgettable.
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"May the mountains and rivers be safe, the world be safe, and all good things come as promised."
Reader comments
Highly recommend this fatalistic book!
The heroine's family is full of secret love, and the young male protagonist restrains himself from etiquette throughout the whole process and has an unrequited love in the early stage.
In the early stage, the heroine's heart only moved in one direction, while the male protagonist abided by the rules and did not cross the line. The contrast between the two-way meeting when they were adults was so jarring.
There are no bloody rivalries or misunderstandings, the male and female protagonists have a clean relationship 1v1, and the male protagonist has upright views and no bad guidance.
Slow-burning first-person narrative, six-year age difference, OE ending that is difficult to reconcile, huge stamina, Baozi who eats gentle, regretful and sadistic stories with his eyes closed!
Highly recommend this fatalistic book! The heroine's family is full of secret love, and the young male protagonist restrains himself from etiquette throughout the whole process and has an unrequited love in the early stage. In the early stage, the heroine's heart only moved in one direction, while the male protagonist abided by the rules and did not cross the line. The contrast between the two-way meeting when they were adults was so jarring. There are no bloody rivalries or misunderstandings, the male and female protagonists have a clean relationship 1v1, and the male protagonist has upright views and no bad guidance. Slow-burning first-person narrative, six-year age difference, OE ending that is difficult to reconcile, huge stamina, Baozi who eats gentle, regretful and sadistic stories with his eyes closed!