In the novel, I wrote Shen Yibai, the aloof school boy, as a jealous person who dislikes integrity. "His Adam's apple rolled, and he pressed the girl under the cherry blossom tree: 'Write again about my ambiguity with others, so that you can experience for yourself what monopoly is.'" After a series of explosions, I huddled in the corner of the classroom and prayed to fall off my horse. Until one day, Shen Yibai blocked my way with his mobile phone: "Classmate Lin Xi, this description..." His slender fingers crossed the screen and stopped on the close-up of the clavicle hickey: "Practice brings true knowledge, try it tonight?" My legs were weak and I wanted to run away, but he pulled me into his arms and smiled: "What are you afraid of? When you wrote... Didn't you understand well?" Later, the whole school went viral and the Flower of the Gaoling was pulled off the altar. But at the graduation ceremony, he whispered into the microphone: "Not the fall, but the willingness to fall into her literal trap.