[Marriage first, love later + age difference + long-planned + double cleansing]
(A steady stream of daily writing)
Chen Xihe, who has an avoidant personality, refuses the romantic relationship to the point of numbness. He uses his gay honey to block the romantic relationship, but he cannot stop his mother's extreme urge to get married.
In order to avoid being forced to marry, Chen Xihe and Zhou Yuchuan reached an agreement to get married.
She thought that his love at first sight 5 years ago would only be a short-lived marriage based on appearance.
After marriage, she always avoided him and did not dare to be sincere;
But he approached step by step with extreme patience.
Until she pushed open the room that she was never allowed to enter - the walls were filled with portraits, which meticulously recorded all her moments from youthfulness to dazzling glory.
The turbulent affection that far exceeded "love at first sight" made her feel suffocated and confused.
"Zhou Yuchuan, when did you start?"
He endured her alienation and questioning in silence, unable to speak.
The day the truth came out, Chen Xihe found copies of all the emails sent to the pen pal he had never met in the deepest part of his bookcase.
It turned out that that suffocating "peeping" was eight years longer and lonely than she thought -
A silent watch.
"Zhou Yuchuan, you lied to me."
"No, I just don't dare to say it because I'm afraid you'll be angry or you'll go away."
"In these eight years, what I have been waiting for has never been an agreement, but the day when you finally come to me."
