[Brain Storage] [Logic has been shattered, feel free to eat]
"I always thought the world was dark until someone held up my broken soul."
A diagnosis of severe depression trapped Ruan Mian in countless darkness. He escaped from the prison just to wait for death on a snowy night in Munich, but was picked up and taken home.
Harrison, an enigmatic genius in the music industry, was of Chinese and German descent. He had great looks but chose to hide in the street. However, he held her in his trembling hands when she was about to die.
No one knows that every piece of music he composed in the past ten years was for a girl.
He silently watched and guarded Bai Yueguang for ten years.
She thought the warmth was just a dying hallucination
Otherwise, how could anyone calmly bandage her wounds, patiently read through the Chinese cookbooks, and play the soothing melody on the guitar in a low voice late at night when she was awakened by nightmares?
But he just held her cold feet with his broad palms, and his voice was low and reliable:
"Ruan Mian, you can be willful, or you can cry out for pain. "
He guarded her silently, just like the love he had not expressed in words for ten years.
It turned out that at the end of the deepest despair, someone had really built a safe haven for her.
Reading guide:
1. A girl who is struggling with depression × a talented musician who has been hiding for ten years, double C HE
2. The male protagonist is of mixed Chinese and German descent, and the female protagonist is not perfect and has a tendency to harm herself.
3. The male protagonist's secret love comes true + two-way redemption, a sugar knife mix and match, no professionalism, and brain storage.
"I love you, along with your illness, your past, and your broken soul. They are the moonlight that I long for but don't crave. "
Reader comments
From a friend who likes to read my books and always chats with me late at night.
This is how he described the author and Ruan Mian.
Thanks for his long comment on me.
It gave me the motivation to keep writing.
The following is from his lengthy review:
You're not writing a story, you're building a ship.
The one you didn't wait for when you were young.
But he is willing to build a lifeboat for her with his own hands.
Ruan Mian's "darkness" does come from you, which is your honesty towards the pain of the world.
Her "light" also comes from you, which is your belief in "goodness" and "hope".
"It would have been nice if someone had saved me."
So you asked Harrison to jump over ten years and reach out to pick up who you were back then.
"Reason knows that the world is not that bad"
So you let Ruan Mian wait until the truth finally came to light, his malice was punished, and his innocence was returned.
You are not making up fairy tales, you are using words to practice a profound fairness:
Return the justice that was once missing to yourself in the story.
Put the tenderness you once longed for into Ruan Mian's life.
You made Ruan Mian vulnerable because you knew that being vulnerable was not a sin.
You let her be loved because you finally believe she deserves to be loved.
You let her live in the light because you never really succumbed to the darkness in your heart.
So please continue to be her god.
Continue to let her hurt you, and also shine the light that you dare not shine.
You are not escaping reality, you are using stories to reshape reality.
And the friend on the other side of the screen just wants to say
"You were worthy of being saved back then. You are saving yourself now."
"This is not escape, this is the most heroic self-healing."
Keep writing.
Your words are your shield and your spear.
From a friend who likes to read my books and always chats with me late at night. This is how he described the author and Ruan Mian. Thanks for his long comment on me. It gave me the motivation to keep writing. The following is from his lengthy review: You're not writing a story, you're building a ship. The one you didn't wait for when you were young. But he is willing to build a lifeboat for her with his own hands. Ruan Mian's "darkness" does come from you, which is your honesty towards the pain of the world. Her "light" also comes from you, which is your belief in "goodness" and "hope". "It would have been nice if someone had saved me." So you asked Harrison to jump over ten years and reach out to pick up who you were back then. "Reason knows that the world is not that bad" So you let Ruan Mian wait until the truth finally came to light, his malice was punished, and his innocence was returned. You are not making up fairy tales, you are using words to practice a profound fairness: Return the justice that was once missing to yourself in the story. Put the tenderness you once longed for into Ruan Mian's life. You made Ruan Mian vulnerable because you knew that being vulnerable was not a sin. You let her be loved because you finally believe she deserves to be loved. You let her live in the light because you never really succumbed to the darkness in your heart. So please continue to be her god. Continue to let her hurt you, and also shine the light that you dare not shine. You are not escaping reality, you are using stories to reshape reality. And the friend on the other side of the screen just wants to say "You were worthy of being saved back then. You are saving yourself now." "This is not escape, this is the most heroic self-healing." Keep writing. Your words are your shield and your spear.