When I first met Shen Wei in a bar, I fell into the eyes of that elegant dentist.
She was eight years older than me, divorced, and we slept together on our third date.
Until my cousin Lin Xiaoyun found the yellowed photo: "She is my best friend and she often comes to coax you."
In the photo, a girl in a floral skirt is holding me as a baby.
"She will come when you cry, and she will stop making trouble if you hold her." The mother added with a smile.
Thirty years ago she sang a lullaby to me to sleep, and thirty years later I found the same warmth in the crook of her neck.
But when the truth was revealed, she pushed me away tremblingly: "I changed your diaper back then..."
Under the shadowless light of the clinic that night, the cold light of the drill reflected the tears on her eyelashes: "Does this... Of us count as incest?"
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