Autumn on a Jade Mat

Tragic Romance, Extremely Angsty!!! Even More Heartbreaking Than A Life Slashed by the Sword. I’m Hard to Make Cry

Any super-angsty stories? "Devouring Love" didn't make me cry. I want the kind where the leads are deeply in love, but the male lead abandons the female lead for power, then has to grovel to win her back.