Name: With Yan Heng
Author: Man Man Zi

Synopsis

Outsiders know only that Yan Heng, head of the Yan family, is composed and sharp, an anchor in the business world who can turn the tide with a wave of his hand. No one has seen him helplessly buckle under an epileptic seizure in the dead of night, or knows that inside the left side of his paralyzed body lies a heart worn down again and again by illness.

Until 22-year-old Lin Qingran walked into his lounge and saw him clutching the wall, fighting off a dizzy spell. She reached out and pulled him into her arms.

“Mr. Yan, let me support you.”

“Xiaoran, think carefully. I'm twelve years older than you, and I'm sick all over.”

“It doesn't matter, Ah Heng. I love you, and I want to be with you.”

From that day on, the aloof Mr. Yan became her Ah Heng, held in the palm of her hand. When spasms struck, he would grip her hand tightly. When dizziness overwhelmed him, he would entrust all his weight to her. Late at night, surrounded by cigarette butts, he would whisper, “Don't leave me.” And she would rise on tiptoe to wipe away his cold sweat, remember every time he needed to take his medicine, and stubbornly tell him when he despised himself, “You're not a burden. You're the person I want to rely on for the rest of my life.”

Twelve years between them, a lifetime of illness, but love has never been measured by such things. He is her anchor, and she is the starlight that keeps him alive.

Content warning: The male lead is extensively depicted as disabled, and his condition will not improve.

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The ending is true, but it feels a little unfinished. I always feel that career-oriented men have a very clear distinction between career and relationships. Is it our best wish to be too dependent on them, because love is not a necessity. The overall description of emotions is very sincere.
10 likes1y ago
All I can say is that I admire the heroine very much 🤦 🤦! The female protagonist is gentle and patient, and she is hardworking in her career. She is the kind of person who moves forward without distraction when she has a goal, so she chose the male protagonist emotionally. Even though the male protagonist was ill, she never gave up on him. She accompanied him in his recovery after the operation, and guided him to accompany him when he gave up on himself. The writing style is very good. There are no typos or wrong sentences. It looks very coherent and comfortable. Readers who like this kind of novel can read it.
8 likes1y ago
It's still ok. I have read a lot of books with disabled male protagonists before, and I really like this type of female protagonist. She is generous in appearance but strong in heart. She is gentle and considerate to the male protagonist and takes care of her in every possible way. There is no anger, no collapse, only unconditional tolerance, understanding and support, as well as endless preference and pampering. What a deep feeling this is! While I was moved, I actually felt a little sorry for the heroine! The writing style is also very smooth and delicate, making it comfortable to read. Although the ending is not like the end, in fact, I feel more like the daily life after marriage. Maybe the big focus is not on the ending.
7 likes1y ago
Very good, very well described.
8mo ago
Very nice. I love watching it. Thank you to the author for your hard work.
10mo ago
I really like both of the author's books [Blowing Kisses] Looking forward to the new ones
12mo ago
There's also a side story, it's great to watch
1y ago
It's beautiful and the descriptions are very detailed, but it's too short and I didn't read enough!
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Goddess,,, the rice is so fragrant,,,
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