At That Time, the Bright Moon Once Illuminated the Colorful Clouds

In the ten years since my lover died, I often thought that I should find a day and finally leave with dignity. Maybe I was too pitiful, but God still favored me again. On Wednesday night, I fell asleep in front of the grave, and when I opened my eyes, I was 18 years old again. This time I saw her again, but she didn't seem to know me very well, but so what, I could catch her once, why can't I catch her twice?