[Transformation + Cultivation + City + Leisure + Sexual Transformation + Relaxation, Sunshine and Happiness]
"You taught me how to 'protect the Queen', and the sword blade cracked to protect you. I heard the crisp sound of broken metal, but for the first time I felt 'complete'." Mo Yuan's fingertips faintly traced the air, as if tracing the lines of the broken sword.
"Later he taught me 'mourning'. His hot tears hit the hilt of the sword, leaving small pits. The pain was so painful that I almost collapsed. But at that moment, I knew what 'remembering' felt like." He looked down at his transparent palm and smiled bitterly, and the mist on his fingertips drifted away with his movements.
"But the world says that these are all 'redundant'. 'Worth it' is wrong, 'reluctant' is wrong, and even remembering your temperature is wrong." His voice suddenly dropped, with the astringency of metal being repeatedly bent.
"If emotion is really a loophole, then why is it that only in this loophole do I really feel that I am not only a sword, not just a string of words recording rules, but also that I have 'lived'?"
"You walked on the 'path of love'. You walked so fast that you almost broke the thread of reincarnation." He raised his eyes and looked at Su He. "I followed your footsteps and finally touched the edge of 'love'. However, I found that the end of this road is self-dissolution - just like a moth throwing itself into a fire. Even though I know it will burn out, I still can't help but want to see what the light looks like."
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"Now tell me!" The voice suddenly rose to a high pitch, with the sharp edge of a dead end, "Is it my heart that should be corrected that I shouldn't have, or... This bullshit rule that can't even tolerate sincerity?!"