The Wind on the Top of the Mountain Is Still Waiting and Wants to See You

"The wind on the top of the mountain is still waiting and wants to see you" one When the March wind carries sand and hits the iron door of the butcher shop, I always think of the first time Lin Xiaomei came to the market with me. Wearing an off-white sweater, she stood in front of the pork stall, holding her nose and laughing, saying, "The smell of lard on your body can pickle the food," but her fingers quietly hooked my cuffs stained with grease. The stall closed early that day and we walked along the moat. She stopped suddenly and said, "Last time you said you were going to another place to purchase goods, you were actually going to play cards with your friends." Her voice was as soft as catkins floating on the water. My heart skipped a beat, but my mouth stiffened: "Don't make any guesses. I have a ticket for Shijiazhuang, where Wang Qiang and I are going." The ticket was a waste ticket I picked up at the train station the night before. The corners were worn and curled. She stared at me for a long time, and the light in her eyes dimmed little by little, like a candle blown out by the wind. "I actually saw your electric car parked in front of the old cinema," she turned around and walked back. "Even if you said, 'You want to take a break,' I wouldn't ask." I didn't chase. At that time, I always felt that whoever bows his head first in love will lose. Two In the first winter after separation, I found the notebook she left behind in the rental house. On the last page, there are two simple birds drawn, and next to it is written, "When he learns to tell the truth, take him to the top of the mountain to see the clouds." The tip of the pen pierced the paper, as if she was choking without saying anything at the time. I started looking for her on QQ. "Inputting" in the dialog box always hangs for a long time, and the last words sent out are "How are you doing?" And "Put on some clothes because the weather is cold." She replied every now and then, sometimes it was "It's pretty good", sometimes it was "I just got off work". …