New works are released. Welcome to Tomato Novel to read my works. I hope you all like them. Your attention is the motivation for my writing. I will try my best to tell every story! Half of it is "floating life": it is the wandering life - it may be the gap between ideals and reality, the ups and downs of fate, the running "involuntarily", with the helplessness and acceptance of the "uncertainty" of life. Half of it is "dust": it is the entanglement of earthly fireworks - the real experience of wallowing in the world, the triviality of daily necessities, the fetters of human relationships, and the life itself "soaked" by desires, responsibilities, and emotions, with the understanding of "secularity". These two states are not separate, but intertwined and symbiotic: floating life is inherently ups and downs in the world, and the fireworks of the world also give floating life a concrete weight. This contrast of "half fantasy, half reality" is a true summary of life from the perspective of middle age - both the sense of detachment of "life is like a ship" and the sense of solidity of "fireworks in the world".
"Half Life, Half Life" does not have complicated allusions, but it strikes a chord with middle-aged people in minimalist language: it is not a denial of life, but a gentle look back on the first half of life - admitting the helplessness of wandering, accepting the triviality of the world, and ultimately, in the intertwining of "floating life" and "dust", understanding that life is a practice of "coexistence of illusion and reality". This kind of emotion hides the transparency after experiencing the world, and also hides the simplest respect for life.
