Her world is an abyss of sleep. In the night woven by autism, the colors and sounds are all illusion. Only when the paintbrush wanders, can one hear the echo of the heartbeat hitting the cliff. The faded black and white silent film is like the silent outline of the abyss.
Li Longfu is the first beam of light that shines into the abyss
When they first met in kindergarten, he was wearing a bright red coat, squatting next to her and watching her draw repeated straight lines with a pencil. He suddenly put his red crayon into her hand: "Look, the sun drawn like this will be hot."
That red light exploded and became her only light path
When we were childhood sweethearts, he was the only bright one
She painted gray rain, and he added a red umbrella; she stared at the fan in a daze, and he threw up the red scarf to let her see the flying arc.
He understands that she repeatedly painted fallen leaves to count the veins, and that she threw her painting tools because the billboards were too glaring.
Someone laughed at her that her paintings were only black and white, so he held up the painting book and declared: "This is her magic book."
When I was fifteen years old, I wanted to leave the abyss temporarily
Her stress reaction from the previous month was hidden in the painting - all the reds were painted black, and the waves became as sharp as knives
He found that she locked herself in the studio, trembling in front of the blank drawing paper, and said nothing. She just spread the red coat at her feet and squatted outside the painting frame like she did when she was a child.
She didn't look at him, but drew a lonely red coat on the drawing paper, with two parallel lines underneath, like the runway he often drew.
That day, he boarded the plane holding the red star she had painted overnight, leaving a thin red line beside the star, like a track extending from Australia to South Korea.
When the plane took off, she was drawing red dots on the horizon at the airport. Suddenly she paused and a drop of red paint fell on the drawing paper, turning into a small sun.
