After Severing the Hatred, He Kissed the Little Pitiful Boy to Pieces

[Cold on the outside and hot on the inside, loyal dog attack × a bit ruthless but not too depressed and humble] I was born to be hated, my mother died because of me, and my father hates me. The only brother who loved me suddenly ran away from home when I was eight years old. Later, my father married me to him, He said that he also hated me. I'm not willing to accept it, why am I the same human being who is plagued by misfortune. But his hatred seems a little different? Something happened to the Chu family. He should have abandoned me, but why did he take me on the road of survival? Is he the dagger on my neck, or the boat that takes me out of the sea of suffering... [Abuse first and then sweetness, double cleansing, He, first person]