I Was Carrying Out Reforms in the Qing Dynasty

We have read so many fun time-traveling articles, but is time-traveling really fun? Is it equivalent to cheating if a modern person travels back to ancient times? I thought so too. However, when I accidentally traveled back to the late Qing Dynasty, I found that things were not as simple as I thought. No matter how I live or think, I am incompatible with this era. Even if I were the emperor, I would still find it difficult to follow my heart. This is despite me being quite familiar with history. Although I am not a history major, I am relatively familiar with the history of the late Qing Dynasty. However, even so, I still aroused people's suspicion many times and was even almost deposed. As for whether I can lead the Qing Dynasty into modernization ahead of schedule under such circumstances? I wanted to, worked hard, and even achieved some achievements, which speeded up the historical process to a certain extent. But after writing down this period of modern history in its entirety, I deeply realized that it makes sense why we have such modern history. I'm afraid Shang Yang will have to take the blame for this, and I really can't do anything about many things and people.