[No system] [No time travel] [No rebirth] [No revenge]
This is the true story of my friend Shen Wei.
There are 327 screenshots in her mailbox - Zhou Fang and Fu Yu's fascinating voices, which are the "medical records" she left for herself.
She tried to imitate others' indulgence: wearing a red dress to the bar, filling the wounds with new relationships, and even wanted to imitate Zhou Fang's appearance, but she saw herself trembling in the mirror. Those relationships always ended when she was tempted. She was afraid of being let down again, and she was even more afraid of letting herself down.
The 327 screenshots were like a rope, pulling her up every time she was about to sink: on the day she urinated blood, she huddled up in the bathroom until dawn, and it was Nian'an's cries that made her stand up against the wall; later, she wrote a few words in the warehouse, and the words were blurred by tears, but they were more solid than any disguise.
Rebirth was not a sudden glow, but one day when she was deleting screenshots with a steady hand, and when Nian An was pulling her to walk, she realized that she no longer needed to hold on to the wall.
Her redemption was never a miracle, it was picking up the broken pieces of herself piece by piece.
Reader comments
First of all, I would like to thank my friends who are reading this book. Thank you very much for your support. I have been pondering this book in my mind for thirteen years. I have deleted, changed, and written it for more than ten years. I know that the writing is not perfect and not very touching, but I still want to finish it.
At the same time, I very much look forward to your comments, likes and reminders for updates. I hope more people will see this story, and I sincerely hope this story can affect more people.
Finally, I sincerely wish all readers and friends all the best.
The first few chapters feel pretty good. The more I read, the better it gets. I feel like this book needs to be calmed down and read slowly. It really gets better and better as I read it. I'm looking forward to what the author said in the introduction about Shen Wei's growth in love and desire.
Good-looking, really good-looking
From the first chapter to now, it's very down-to-earth, real and beautiful. I want to ask why Shen Wei is so stupid [I almost cry]
It's very down-to-earth and feels like the people and things around me. I suggest the author share more of Shen Wei's insights on life. This will make it easier for everyone to have a deeper understanding. Come on⛽
It's very down-to-earth and very life-like. After reading it all morning, I still want to read on. Come on, author, I hope the melancholy ending you wrote is what I want to see.
First of all, I would like to thank my friends who are reading this book. Thank you very much for your support. I have been pondering this book in my mind for thirteen years. I have deleted, changed, and written it for more than ten years. I know that the writing is not perfect and not very touching, but I still want to finish it. At the same time, I very much look forward to your comments, likes and reminders for updates. I hope more people will see this story, and I sincerely hope this story can affect more people. Finally, I sincerely wish all readers and friends all the best.
The first few chapters feel pretty good. The more I read, the better it gets. I feel like this book needs to be calmed down and read slowly. It really gets better and better as I read it. I'm looking forward to what the author said in the introduction about Shen Wei's growth in love and desire.
Good-looking, really good-looking
From the first chapter to now, it's very down-to-earth, real and beautiful. I want to ask why Shen Wei is so stupid [I almost cry] It's very down-to-earth and feels like the people and things around me. I suggest the author share more of Shen Wei's insights on life. This will make it easier for everyone to have a deeper understanding. Come on⛽
It's very down-to-earth and very life-like. After reading it all morning, I still want to read on. Come on, author, I hope the melancholy ending you wrote is what I want to see.